I invited Dei to have some drink in a KTV. Kumuha ako ng isang private room para sa aming dalawa. I know Dei too well pag nalasing siya. But it was not an intention na lasingin siya. Ang funny nga isipin na siya 'yong nag pupumilit na umorder ng umorder ng bucket. If you only knew kung ilang bucket ang binayaran ko dahil sa kanya.
Sabi pa niya sa waiter, "Kuya waiter, isang bucket pa nga. Itong kasama ko naman po 'yong magbabayad. Ilista niyo na lang po sa pangalan niya total kasalanan niya naman kung bakit ako nag oorder ng nag oorder ng bucket eh. Huwag niyo na pong tanungin kung bakit kasi baka sagutin ka niya. Kasi dapat ako 'yong sasagutin niya. Kasi ako 'yong magtatanong niyan sa kanya. Okay po ba, kuya waiter?"
I looked at her. Ang ganda niya pa rin kahit halatang lasing na siya at namumula na 'yong mukha niya. She still is the most beautiful in my eyes. I can't stop smiling while looking at her. She's irresistable. Just like before. She's an angel seducing a devil.
Dei, kung alam mo lang kung gaano ko na ka gustong sagutin lahat ng bakit mo. Kung alam mo lang na hanggang ngayon umaasa pa rin ako na isang araw muli mong banggitin ang pangalan ko. Ilang bucket pa nga ba ang kailangan para masagot ko lahat ng bakit mo?
Hindi ko alam, Dei.
Natatakot ako.
Na baka 'yong pag-asa hanggang weather forecast na lang.
Sa tuwing tinititigan kita, wala pa ring nagbabago. Your eyes are still expressive as it was. Your lips. Your tiny nose are still my favorite spot.
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When the waiter finally went out the room, she grabbed my face with her both hands and kissed me on the lips. Hindi pa ako lasing at that moment at alam kong alam niya ang ginagawa niya. I kissed her back and we kissed torridly. We forgot about the songs we reserved. We forgot everything. At tulad ng dati, we created our own little world again.
I missed the taste of her lips. Her tender touch to my every skin. Her long curly hair that tickles my ear.
I missed her.
And whatever I do to deny how I feel,
I know that until now,
she is still the one.
and that truth sucks
subukan ko mang magmahal ng iba,
siya pa rin talaga.
आप पढ़ रहे हैं
Never Letting Go
बेतरतीबThere is just something about you I am scared to lose, because I know I won't find it in anyone else.
