Hey, how are you? I hope you're doing fine out there. I don't know where you are dad but i hope you are doing fine, even if i didn't see you with my own eyes.
I always wondered where you are. Is it because you hate mom and me? I always ask mom when i was 6 years old that why don't i have a father, but she always says that
"Don't ever think over your dad again he's not coming back with us forget about him."
Actually i really didn't mind not having you here because i'm always thinking you have reasons i always think thank you'd come back home someday. Just maybe....
Someday...
Kriiing ~~ kriing ~~
"ARGH! I'm not use waking up in the morning." Its the first day of school and i'm in my 10th grade afraid of what will happen in school because i use be bullied in school in middle school everytime its first day of school , i was afraid of making friends thinking that they will betray me or bully me
Flashback
Back in middle school
"YAH! YOU STUPID GIRL! YOU CHEATED DIDN'T YOU? THATS WHY YOU GOT HIGHER SCORE HUH? YOU THINK YOU ARE TH BEST IN CLASS HUH?"
NO. thats not it.
"WHY ARE YOU NOT SAYING ANYTHING THEN HUH? MAYBE ITS TRUE THEN." They used me i tought we were friends but i was wrong.... very wrong i shoudn't trust someone again...
She kick me hard and it hurt so bad that barely cried in my head i wish someone will save me but no one came when they beat me up in the backyard i was unconcious until i fell asleep waiting to die "dad..."
"YAH. WAKE UP Y/N! YAH AISH I SHOUDN'T LEFT YOU ALONE I'M SORRY. Y/N-AH"
Huh? He's crying why? Who is he??
I woke up and saw white ceiling " oh y/n you're awake. Please rest for a littble bit your mom is going to pick you up."
"What just happen??"
"Aah. Someone brought you here and beg to take care of you i told him to stay but he refuse he said that its better not to see him."
"Oh really? Thank you miss."
My mom came in the nurse clinic and said " y/n! Are you alright?? What happen to you why are you like this??"
"Its nothing mom lets just go home. I'm sleepy and hungry i want to eat your cooking." I smiled.
"Okay. Lets go home."
While walking i saw a boy leaning the wall looking at us, we made an eye contact but he look away.
"I hope you'll get well y/n-ah."
Flash back ends ~
"Y/N!! HURRY UP AND COME DOWN STAIRS!!" I snapped back to reality that i was spacing out thinking who save me that day in middle school i look in the mirror and i realize i was crying. " eh!? God y/n its nothing its the past now lets just go and do your best!"
I came down stairs and hurry up through the door "y/n your not gonna eat breakfast?"
"I did bring sandwich! I'm going now bye mom love you!"
I run until i came to school " sht i'm going to be laattee!!"
When i arrive in the classroom my classmates were all eyes to me while i was panting so hard cause of running, i was embarass and i went to my seat quickly.
I still don't know how to make friends i was just staring in the window waiting for the teacher to come. When the teacher arrives he said there's going to be a new student
"Okay guys we are going to have a new student."
All girls were happy and screaming expecting to be a boy gosh it irritates me.
"Please come in."
When he comes in everyone was shock by his appearance i shock too because we made an eye contact wait why was he looking at me!?!?
"Anneyeonghaseyo, my name is Kim Seokjin or just call me Jin please take care of me."
"Nice to meet you jin please take a sit and sit beside y/n."
WHAAAT!!! I DIDN' NOTICE I HAVE NO SEATMATE WHY HE!?
He takes a sit and we were at silence
Gosh this is awkward.
"Yah."
EEEKKK!!!
WHAT DOES HE WANT NOW!?!?
OKAY Y/N STAY CALM YOU ARE COLD AND HEARTLESS.
"Y-Yess??"
"Have i... seen you somewhere before?"
huh?
"What are you talking about? We haven't seen before!"
"Really? Cause you look familiar" he leans against my face and my cheeks became rosy cheeks.
"YAH. CAN YO-"
"HAHAHAHAHA! I Was joking your face is funny."
"Its not funny!"
He keeps laughing like really what is he's problem??
"Nice to meet you......."
Y/n-ah
