Never Mess Up With A Gangster (w/ Special Chapters)

Chapter Thirty Nine

Yours truly,

Anthony Jefferson Mendoza

Mas umagos pa yung luha ko nung natapos kong basahin yung sulat. He’s keeping the pain on his own. Siguro nga naging binata na siya. Siguro nga…

Sinaksak ko naman agad yung USB sa laptop ko pagka-uwing pagka-uwi sa bahay. Kinakabahan nga ako kung anong laman nito eh. To summarize the whole video, it started like this, may lumitaw na For Ate Gabriella Allison sa screen. Halos umiikot sa pictures namin together yung buong video. At ang mas lalo pang naka-paiyak sa akin eh yung background music which is Unconditional by Jordan Pruitt. (Mamaya na yung lyrics, story po muna.  ) Tapos sa huli, may picture siya dun na baby siya nun. Mga bagong panganak pa lang siya. He held my finger just like what he did to the whole family. I think that means na ina-acknowledge niya kami or stuff like that. Naiyak talaga ako nun.

You got me I know that you always have
When I'm looking up over my shoulder
You'll be there when I get older 
Cause I'm dependent on you
When I crawl it's ok
I'm not alone you're there beside me
Confident cause I'm feeling you guide me
I couldn't do without you, no

Troubles with my guy
Issues with my girls
You cover me with your love
So I know it's gonna be alright
(know it's gonna be alright)
I know it's gonna work out fine

There are some times when I'm running low
And I hear your voice like the radio
Lifting me up, up to a better place
Where love is unconditional
When the world fights back
When this crazy train gets a bit off track
Remember your words 'there's always another way'
When love is unconditional

You know me inside out
You're my good and bad but you still love me
So thank you for taking care of me
I know you'll always come through

Even when I might fall down
I don't know just how but you always pick me up
And I know you will never remind me
What would I do without you through

Troubles with my guy
Issues with my girls
You cover me with your love

So I know it's gonna be alright
(know it's gonna be alright)
I know it's gonna work out fine

There are some times when I'm running low
And I hear your voice like the radio
Lifting me up, up to a better place
Where love is unconditional
When the world fights back
When this crazy train gets a bit off track
Remember your words 'there's always another way'
When love is unconditional

And when I think I'm about to let go
There you are cheering me on
And it ain't even about what's reciprocal
Cause you ask for nothing in return
It's just unconditional (unconditional)

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh

There are some times when I'm running low
And I hear your voice like the radio (radio)
Lifting me up, up to a better place
Where love is unconditional
When the world fights back
When this crazy train gets a bit off track
Remember your words 'there's always another way'
When love is unconditional

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Unconditional
Lifting me up, up to a better place
Where love is unconditional
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Remember your words 'there's always another way'
When love is unconditional

 “He did the right thing, Ella. Ayaw niyang maka-dagdag sa mga problemang pasan-pasan mo. That’s why he lied. He kept his condition a secret to you because he knows what will happen. I told him the consequences of his decision and he told me that he can bear with it. That’s why I agreed lying to you. Do you think I want to lie to you? You’re my sister. And the only one to add. You know how much it hurts to see you crying because you’re sad. Kung pwede lang laging tears of joy ang nilalabas ng tao, kung pwede lang sana pero hinde eh. Kadalasan tears of sadness. Sana naman maintindihan mo na, Ella. We did this for YOU. For the sake of YOUR health. We still don’t know what will happen in the future. Sana naman wala nang maglilihim sa ating magkakapatid. Kung may problema ka, approach me. Dadalhin kita sa Freedom Wall if you want. Kung gusto mo manuntok, dadalhin kita sa isang boxing gym”