Love & Other Theories

9; Play by My Rules

"Hey" I smiled

"See ya later bro" za said and ended the call

"okay ready?" za asked and stood up and went to his closet

"yeah? i guess?" i gave him a werid look

"good 'cause you gonna help me with ma outfit for today" Za smiled and brought a bunch of outfits and 5 pairs of shoes

"okay" i sighed

after trying several outfits we finally picked one; white shirt, black saggy jeans, and a pair of red supras and his 3 chains which weight like 10 pounds or more

"okay! you are good to go" i smiled at my brilliant idea. Yes, MY idea because he didnt do anything! he just tried whatever i told him to

"Thank you nashy!!!" Za sing-sang

"welcome dork" i rolled my eyes

-Party-

"When you is just a young one your looks but so precious

But now you're grown up, so fly it's like a blessing

But you can't have a man look at you for five seconds

Without you being insecure

You never credit yourself so when you got older

It's seems like you came back ten times over

Now you're sitting here in this damn corner

Looking through all your thoughts and looking over your shoulder"

Lil Wayne's "How To Love" Lyrics blast around the room

"hey, why you crying?" A deep voice called behind me

I turned around and saw Ryan staring at me. Worried written all over his face.

"The lyrics...... They've reminded me of my past years. How I was so self-conscious, how I cared a LOT of what people thought about me, about my anxiety, this song just brings memories to me" I shrugged

"Cheer up buttercup! You've got me!" Ryan chuckled and did the nae nae dance.

"Where's Justin?" I laughed

"He's probably by Selena or Ariana" Ryan point at the direction where Selena might be and where Ariana was

"Selena's here?" I gulped

The last thing I need was for her to talk shit about me in my face. Hell, I didn't want to see her ass because that would make a chaos.

"Yeah?" Ryan chuckled and gave me a weird look

"I'm gonna go by twits and Za. You coming?" I called behind me

"I'll catch up in a sec" Ryan said

I started walking towards the section were Za and twist were. A weird and unpleasant smelled filled my nostrils. I cover my nose and sat in the couch across from them.

"You guys smoking weed?" I shook my head in disagreement

If one thing I hated was seeing people ruined their life's like this, specially the ones who have lots of love and everything a person could ask for.

"Want some?" Twist shrugged

I shook my head and sighed

"I think it was a bad idea coming here"

"Why?"

"You are really asking that question?"

"Obviously as to know why was a bad idea coming here? I mean you've always watched us smoke weed and you didn't gave a shit so why now?"