chap 2 "it all connects now"

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"The check will be ready by tomorrow so make sure you come before we close," i told the old lady as I smiled.

she smiled back at me and left as the next person came forward.

"I want to withdraw 200 from my account please," he told me.

He gave me his card and I gave him a smile.
I gave him the money.

I'm finally on my 30 minute break. I put the sign *on break be back in 30min*
Took out my notebook and walked out to get some fresh air.
I unwrapped my lollipop and looked up the sky as I sat down on the stairs.
Watching the clear, pretty skies makes me feel happy. I took out my notebook and flip to the page I left and started to write:

(disclaimer: these are my own quotes/poems/writing so please do not steal them. i don't care if you don't think they are that good enough to be stolen anyways, they are my work and words]

"Beauty is better in the dark because there, you won't see their flaws that makes them cry and feel lesser than what they are."

Ummm that's a good one I think. I tapped the pen on my chin and stared at the sky as I tried hard to think of something good to write.

"Words is nothing. Words are deceiving. You can't help just by saying *I'm sorry*. You don't know how it feels like to be trap in this dark hole that no light shine through."

Eh...too deep for a beautiful day like this?

A rain drop fell on my notebook making it bleed through.
I look up to see tiny drops of rain coming down.
Rain? Tears?

"Normal people shed tears but me?
Those tears tell a story.
They are telling you that i'm not okay, I need comfort and need your love. They also tell you happiness but my tears don't show that side much.

My tears don't just shed it's waterfall but it has it's own feelings. When i make a stupid mistake, it falls down with sorrow because even they have shame for me.

Not all tears are a disappointment but when they are, they have a mind of it's own and it falls with sorrow, with anger, with frustration.

I try not to cry but why tell a waterfall to stop when it's their nature too?

My tears camouflage with the rain to where i couldn't tell if it's mine or the high heavens."

It started to pour hard now so i closed my notebook and went back inside.
I sigh as i walked back. My legs don't hurt anymore when I woke up but they were red but since i get my paycheck today, I decided to work
My phone ringed and I looked down.

                                  Imessage

                   crazy bitch💜

Hey so i am going to a bussiness trip today. I wont be back until a month. Sorry i didn't tell you before but they just told me now. I'm on the plane right now and i added some money in your account so you can buy food while i'm gone.
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"Im going to be alone at home for a month?" i told myself outloud

"Good afternoon."

I looked away from my phone to see a hot young guy smiling at me.
He was tall, good muscles, bright smile, two small dimples below his chin.
His sexiness starled me that i dropped my phone. i picked it up and striaghted my skirt out.

"Good afternoon to you too sir. What can i do for you?" I asked smiling so wide

"I want to deposit this check and withdraw the same amount as well," he said as he gave me his credit card and ID.

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