Fearless

chapter 8

“Im  sorry for all the mess…im not a tidy person as you can notice” I said while I tried to put everything in order. I finally gave up and sat down on the bed.

“it doesn’t mind. You should see mine, is awfull.”

He got near the round mirror and got the only photo I had left of the girl who owned the room. I thought it would be nice if I kept at least one photo of her. I didn’t mind and I was sure the girl missed this amazing room.

“she was so pretty…”drew whispered for himself.

“did you know her?” I asked as I stood up and got next to him.

He left the photo as quickly as he could and turned sharply.

“No, I didn’t. “       

“oh okay…“why did he answer so cold…?

Anyway, I turned and sat back down on the frame of the window.  My favorite place of the room. He came after me and sat in front of me. We both looked at the outside although we couldn’t see much.

"I love this. I just love looking outside and feel like everything is going to be okay again. Although its not."

I shook my head and forgot about my nonsense thoughts. Drew was staring straight at me, with no expression on his face.

“what? “I asked as I looked back.- “ what happens?”

“nothing” finally he smiled back and i felt better.

“so…will you tell me someday why sometimes you’re such a jerk”

“charlotte look…I don’t really want to ignore you. I’d like to talk to you whenever I could but its just that…is better for you. I don’t want you to get hurt”

“hurt? Are you kidding me? Why would i? i don’t get anything drew.”

“just…leave it… if I’d tell you this wouldn’t be the same”

“this? Whats this?” i was starting to get upset. “ the only thing I know is that  since I came no one talks to me, and when someone does is when no ones looking."

“ Im….im sorry. Its just that last time…never mind.”

I got tired of this whole stuff and I decided to leave it. I rather be alone that with people who hated me.

“maybe someday we’ll be ready to tell you what happened in this small town. But now people is still afraid”

I didn’t reply. Afraid of what?. I stood up. I was tired of being sat down with him. It hurted me that he knew why people left me apart.

Drew followed me

I turned around making he stop with tears almost rolling down my eyes. I forced myself not to cry. Why was I about to cry? Ag…

“then why did you talked to me” a tear fell to my cheek “why did you bring me home? Why are you here? Wouldn’t it hurt me? And if it does what? You dont mind what happens to me. You don’t know me."

Suddenly he approached to my. He hold my hand and dried the tears rolling down my face. He looked at my eyes and put his lips close to mine, finally kissing me.

I didn’t expect that but I didn’t denied it. It made me feel so much better feeling him so close. I didn’t want to get apart. And it seemed he didn’t want either.

Sparks flew all around and I felt an instant connection between both of us.

His lips where sweet and warm and fit with mine perfectly.

After some seconds we both got apart to get some air. He looked at me in the eyes.

“I do care about you…” he looked at the floor of my room and got far apart from him. He looked at the window. It was still raining but not so much as before. “ em… I think I should go now.” He got his bag from the floor and went down stairs. I heard the door closing behind him.

I couldn’t even move.

I fell to the ground, putting my back on the wall and started crying till no light entered inside my room.

When this happened I changed clothes and got inside the bed, wishing not to wake up again.

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