Draco Malfoy x (Slytherin) trans! male reader

! I'm sorry if I made some mistakes but I'm german, so please tell me if something is grammatically wrong. !

(y/b/n) = your birth name

(y/n) = your name

You couldn't take it anymore as you were staring at your own refelection. You wanted to scream, you wanted to punch the mirror. You wanted to do anything to heal the pain in your chest that was growing stronger and stronger every day. It came to the point where you clenched your fists and started to sob uncontrollable.

Without thinking or worrying about what people would think of you anymore, you grabbed the scissors. Strands of hair fell down to the floor. A heavy weight was lifted from your shoulders as you watched your hair falling down.

After only a few minutes the satisfying sound of cutting stopped and you let your gaze trail to the mirror again.

One last single tear made it's way down your cheek as you curled your lips up into a smile. You felt relieved and more like yourself. Just for a short moment you felt like yourself.

The moment was interrupted when the bathroom door opened. You jumped a bit and quickly turned around, grabbing your wand tight.

Standing in the doorway was Draco, your boyfriend. He looked at you with a mixture of shock and worry. It was quiet for a moment until the blonde broke the silence. He took a step towards you and closed the door, making you flinch.

"(y/b/n), what are you doing? Do you know what time it is?"

He was now standing right in front of you, reaching out to touch your hair, "and what did you do to your hair? Not that I don't like it, it looks good, just different."

You didn't know what to say. You were scared. If you told him, he would leave. He fell in love with the girl you always pretended to be, not with the boy you really are.

"(y/b/n), you know you can always talk to me."

He softly grabbed your chin and made you look at him. The look he gave you made you feel guilty. You had to say something.

"Draco, I-I couldn't sleep." You pushed his hands away and averted your gaze from his eyes.

"And because of that you decided to cut your hair?" He chuckled a bit but went back to being serious within a few seconds.

"What's the matter, love?"

It took you a moment to collect yourself and find the right words. At some point you'd have to tell him. You knew this from the beginning. You knew this when you fell in love with him and you knew it when he asked you to be his girlfriend.

You can still remember how your good mood dropped for a second because of the word 'girlfriend' but you didn't know he noticed it. You didn't know he noticed how you always tried to hide your chest, how you tried to make it look flat. You didn't know that he somehow already knew what was going on but waited patiently for you to tell him when you're ready.

"(y/b/n), dear, I love you no matter what. You can tell me," he said calmly, "I'm here for you and I won't leave."

And with that you found the strength and bravery to tell him. You were ready to tell him. You were ready to tell everyone. You couldn't wait any longer, acting like you were somebody else.

"I am not a girl, Draco. That's not who I am. And I can't do it any longer. I can understand that you want to leave."

Draco didn't answer, so you dared to take a look at him. You were surprised when you saw him smiling down at you with loving eyes.

"Draco, did you lis-" ,you were interrupted by Draco kissing you.

As you parted Draco hugged you tightly.

"I don't care if you're a girl or boy. You're still the person I fell in love with, no matter how much your appearance will change. I saw it coming anyway. I knew it all along. But I did not leave you and I never will. I love you."

By now you held tightly onto him and unsuccessfully tried to keep yourself from crying.

"I-I love you too, Draco."

Together you sank down to the floor hugging each other tightly.

"So, did you think of a name? I know you don't feel comfortable with (y/b/n)."

You looked up at him, smiling slightly.

"Yes, I thought of (y/n). What do you think? Does it fit me?"

Your smile grew wider as you were getting exited.

"It's lovely and pretty well fitting. I like it," he responded smiling, "but now we should head to bed. We'll figure everything else out tomorrow."

It was dark and quiet in the Slytherin common room as you entered. Draco gave you a quick kiss before he turned around and headed to the boys dorms. You were about to turn around to go to your dorm too, but then you stopped in your tracks.

"Draco?" He turned to look at you.

"Can I come with you?"

"Well, (y/n). If we consider that you're a boy, it's not allowed for you to sleep in the girls dorms."

You both smiled. Draco led you to his dorm and together you cuddled up in his bed.

"Goodnight (y/n), my handsome boy," Draco whispered before the both of you fell asleep.