No Strings Attached

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(A/n: seriously how can you text this long without anyone noticing😂)
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From: pabo kiefer

He told me he'll convince my parents to support me in my dream. To become an idol, not a CEO who stays inside his office, not experiencing life.

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To: pabo kiefer

I HATE YOU.

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From: pabo kiefer

Yuck. We never loved each other

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To: pabo kiefer

Youre an awful rapper. IM BETTER THAN YOU!

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From: pabo kiefer

What? Last time i checked your voice cracked trying to reach a note singing love on top. I LOVE YOU

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To: pabo kiefer

I HATE YOU TOO.

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From: pabo kiefer

Chill. Where's the 'silent' alyx? How did his lips taste like?

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With my cousin's message, i almost fell out my own chair. I saw kiefer trying to hold his laughter, which he failed immediately. Laughing while clapping his both hands like a seal.

My cousin looks like one, except that he's not cute like other seals. And he isnt handsome.

"You shouldve kissed him, if you want to know how he taste like" i whispered too loud making the whole class hear.

"Yah! Do you think i'm gay!?" Kiefer pouted. The others were confused, including jaden. He never knew kiefer is my cousin

"Yes" i shortly answered. I was about to put my headphones on when kiefer spoke again

"Do you want me to kiss a girl right know to prove that i'm not?" That's the problem with kiefer. He's easily pissed.

"Nevermind. My eyes are virgin. I dont have plans to watch live porn" i said before taking a nap, my classmates bursting out of laughter

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The school bell rang, making me wake up. It looks like i fell asleep the whole time. Rubbing my eyes, they were all rushing to the door like it was a race. I was left ibside the room. I stood up before walking out. Most of the students are already gone. I walked silently, alone in the hallways.

Images of me and jaden started playing around my head. It sucks. I still remember all those times. I should consider moving to another school. I hate him.

I hate that he still appears in my dreams, that's why theyre turning into nightmares.

I took out a cigarette, i was about to light it up, but a hand snatched it away from me.

"What the fuck is this jace?" Jaden said reffering to the poor cigarette, crushed in his hands

"That's a cigarette" i said

"When did you start smoking? This isnt the jace i knew" he said. I ignored him and walked away.

"Are you doing this for attention? Can i tell you something? Choosing her over you was the best decision i did in my life." I heard him say, making me crush a thousand times. I keep my head straight, making my way out of this academy. I waited in the bus stop.

I started smoking when you left me, i became like this when you broke me, when you chose her over me. Im not the jace you knew, because she's buried six feet under ground.

I want to shout those words to him. I want to cry so badly, but i ran out of tears. I want to tell him how miserable i've been when he left me. I wanted to kill him for abandoning ten years of our friendship. Ten years that he threw in the trash. Ten years that he wasted.

But i cant find the strength to tell him.