Jung Jaehyun a name anyone in South Korea would know. He is attractive, hilarious, and generous. I've been friends with him since primary school. But, after he started training to become a k-pop idol we lost touch. I see him everywhere, in my instagram feed, billboards, and commercials. Of course, it has always been his dream to sing, he has the voice of an angel. One thing he promised me was that he would stay in touch with me, even if he had the busiest schedule ever, but he broke that promise. Who wouldn't have, you don't even have time to thing about people you used to be friends with.
Thinking about the all of our times we had spent together makes smile, and also become depressed. He was one of my only friends in school. We would spend time together 24/7, there was not a time we wouldn't be apart from each other. Then, training for becoming a k-pop idol came and ruined that for me. I should have been happy for him, but I just couldn't. I was in love with him, my mother told me I could have confessed my love while he was a trainee, but I thought he had too much stress on him with school work, training, and spending time with his family.
*6 years later*
I check my phone, which says 3 a.m., another sleepless night, thinking about someone who has completely forgotten about me years ago. Do I still regret not confessing my love? Yes, I actually do. I lie to myself, trying to convince that I'm not in love with him anymore. But, every time my mother calls to check up on me, she mentions him. Which keeps me up all night thinking about everything that happened between Jaehyun and I.
I lay down to close my eyes, hoping I get a few hours of sleep before my college classes start at 10 a.m. Right after I fell asleep my phone received a text from an unknown number.
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