I was pregnant. . what was i gonna do considering i couldnt tell anyone and i was all alone... As months passed i got a job and got stuff for the baby.. I called red and told him and his response was " omg if u tell anyone its mine ill kill u and the baby never call me again" as a few more months passed i was 8 months pregnant with baby jay... I was so scared. I was going to my ultra sound. When i was there i waited about 1 hour then the doc finally came in and got started... It was nice to see baby jay but As he was going over it the heart beat stopped.. So i went in to immediate c section.. When baby jay was born he was dead😭 he looked jus like me.. He was so cute.. I called red.. And told him everything except that wasnt red it was BAILEY... She started crying and yelling.. Then i heard a door shut IT WAS RED bailey told him and red was furious.. AS they started to fight bailey told us she was pregnant with reds baby too.. She kicked him out of the house and hung up the phone. I knew i should have not gotten drunk that night.. What have i done.. The next day i got a call from red he told me i was dead a few days passed of me planning jays funeral.. After he was burried i went home and found red waiting for me.. He was standing in the kitchen with a gun.. He said " i was not playing when i told you i would kill you" he took the gun and shot me.. As my eyes shut i saw him shoot himself.. I jus wanted to say to you bailey i am so sorry and red im sorry.. I WAS A HOE AND A MISTAKE. IM SORRY 😭
