The Big Orange Dot

One - Regret

Chapter ¹

I came early on my classroom, my classmate are fussing about new transferred student from England.

What all this'd fuss about? Just because new student and she/he came from another country become instantly famous. Geez, typical manga storyline.

I put on my headset and blast my music in my ears.
Daniel pemberton - take you down.

My teacher came in half way of my music, greetings us and so are we.

I rest my chin on my palm while gaze at the window. I see birds flying or rather fighting. What? They literally fighting in the air and I watch them awe.

My classmates coos on something, loud enough heard by my ears even my music is loud.

I turn my head in front of black board even its green tinted board. My teacher gesture someone to come in. I put my hands on my pockets of my school jacket and rested my back on my chair.

Suddenly my music shuffle on sweet song as my eyes converted cliché movie screen. As my music plays.

~Shala la la la  shalalala shala la la~

She walked gracefully, halt on center on black board and then she vow respectfully.

My eyes are fooling me as I watch her in such radiant state. The sun rays radiantly emphasize her beauty and her smile can make a grown man die in heart attack. I'm pretty sure my mouth agape and ready catch any flies.

My whole classmate being noisy as ever and boys on their wolf haul and whistling.

I pull out my ear set and she told her name. I mean the most beautiful seasoning name ever.

"Hi! My name is Salt Shaw and please take care of me" Her cheeks redden.

My heart on constipated state. Her name become my favorite seasoning in entire seasoning section. Her name is universal on any cuisine in my heart.

I didn't know that she walks pass by me as she seated behind available seat on the back. I swallowed my saliva and sweat so hard. I can't imagine face right now.

My best friends look at me and frowned.

"Are you okay Z?" Gin asked in concern and shook my head. My air suck out of me as I heard angel voice behind me.

"Umm... She doesn't look okay " Salt said behind me as crouch on my table and resting my head on it. My tears shed as I look like fool as first impression on her. I remembered that I pledged I will never date girl until I graduated even I announced it on whole damn school on the staged. Fuck! My stupidly pledge it yesterday and then this woman came along capture my heart easily without even put effort on it. I cried and shook my head in slow motion.

"Mr Leone, Please assist Miss Hearths on the clinic" Teacher said and Gin hands on my waist. He lifted me up, put me on his shoulder effortless as sob my heart out. I never broke my pledge or promises and my heart cried out for me broke it!

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"I'll be right back Z, lunch time and please rest. Okay?" I nodded while finding my comfortable position on the clinic bed.

Nurse given me some medicine that I don't know and after few minutes. I feel relaxed and at ease.

I slap my forehead and how fool I am.

Hours pass and our school bell rang. It's lunch time and I lost my appetite.

I heavily sighed. I got up from clinic bed and right before gin came in. "Hey Bro. I bring your lunch box" gin wiggle my lunch box and smiled.

My eyes are glossy and whimper. Gin is my best friends and we are both gayish. 'No offense but I'm also gay.'

We're outside and sat on one of school bench. Gin eat like maiden and my meat balls fell again as I keep thinking how food I am and regretting it.

"Dude? You're wasting food"

"Huh?" Another meat falls from my chopstick. I look down and all my meat balls shattered on the ground and my rice left untouched.

"Oh" I said low voice. "I haven't seen you like this since grades school. Z" I smiled sheepishly.

"I'm fine gin" his face doesn't look convince.

Gin drag me to the teacher office and our homeroom teacher was eating. Gin told our teacher that I'm Ill and couldn't function my brains and with school nurse permit me to get rest.

My teacher permitted me to go home.

As I saunter along the way to my small apartment. Its was near from my school and I didn't let gin accompany me because he's school vice president and muse. They have meeting and quite important.

I walked upstair and halt on my door. I giggle my keys and finding my apartment key. I sighed as door open. I pulled out my shoes and I collapse my ass on the floor along with my back pack.

Foolish heart hear me calling stop before we fall deeper shit hole.

I haven't encounter this love at first sight and stupid regret in my system.

My head lowly bend down and I sighed.

I just let it pass and be fool until graduate.

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Hi! Everyone. I'm sorry it short chapter.
Please spare me on my english grammar and spelling. I'm quite still learning proper english.

I read wattpad a lot. If you every encounter a word you don't usually read or speak. Just use dictionary. It helps a lot.