Distance is just a test to see how far your love can travel

I would like to start my little story by beginning you, exactly you! to say what you feel to that person,  no matter how hatd it is, before is too late. I made a mistake because I didn't said what I feel to the right person at the right moment. 

To begin with, I was new in the neighbour so I didn't know many people,  only a few.

One day I was on the Facebook and I found a cute guy named Alex Dx and mine was Ali Dx ( such a coincidence), but he had a girlfriend ( sad moment ). I added him and he accepted my request.  I was so happy.

After few days on 24th of April, I went to a carnival with my classmates,  of course he was there with his girlfriend and a friend we had in common... so I want to say Hi! to our mutual friend... of course that wasn't my reason.

After I spoke to the mutual friend, Alex Dx came to me and told me if I want to go with our mutual friend on a ride in one of the carnival attraction... I can't remember what I said ... but my feet were melting and in a few minutes I woke up in that ride with the mutual friend, it was fun but I was still thinking about Alex Dx.

When I got home he contacted me on Facebook ( almost died ), he observed that we had a similar name, so we start talking ... after few hours of conversation I couldn't resist to ask him about his girlfriend.  I know it's sounds bad but I was praying to say something bad about her ... AND SO IT WAS! They were broken up.  I was mortified!!! But I tried to get over that subject and continue our pretty conversation.

  The day after he invited me to hang out with him and our mutual friend it was exciting!! We went in a park were  his ex girlfriend saw us... I was kind of bitchy back then. 

On 1st of May he asked me to be together it was so cute and lovely but for my disappointment we broke up after a short time ... he was my summer crush/love :(.

In autumn we started high school ( we are the same age) << highschool fresmen>> I kinda forgot about him at that moment, but after few months we get together again and we had a very beautiful relationship (The best relationship I've ever had) but we decided to broke up because his parents decided to move to America ( I'm from East Europe ) so they did! :((( on 19th of September he left ...

Now are 2 years since I've met him and fell in love and almost 1 year since he left and it didn't past a day without thinking about him!

I know that this was the best decision to make. I wouldn't accept the ideea of remaining here for me. If you love someone let them go! This was the best for him.

Besides I spoke to him, not very often, but we did. And it's awesome, I 'm so happy for him ♥♥♥ cause he lives in NYC.

Now, If I could turn back time, I would say to him how much he means to me, because now it's  pointless...

But I'm stil hoping that one day I'll meet him again. Just once!!!! But I m sure that I m strong enough to confess my feelings...

That's all, hope you like it ,

                                                 xoxo ♥