Through Heartbreak

this story kind of came to me in a dream a few weeks ago. I didnt think anything of it until it became a reaccuring dream. Ive added more details to it and i hope you like it. Some of its not true and alot of it is. Names have been changed as to not reveal the real people. Please enjoy.

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Why is it that even though i love him with all my heart i cant seem to tell him and id rather see him happy with someone else then see our friendship destroyed? Corey is so sweet and amazing and good looking. Why did i have to introduce him to her? She maybe my friend but shes a slut and will only end up hurting him.

My name is Heydee, but most of my friends call me Dee. Im 18 years old and i live in New York. Corey and i met when we were in kindergarden and we instantly became friends and have been ever since. A day doesnt go by when we dont talk or see each other. Were scene. I have long natural black hair that i wear teased and that has random stripes of color everywhere. I have 1 blue eye and 1 brown eye. I also have size 0 gauges, my daith, my industrial and my 2nd and 3rd holes pierced. I have 6 tattoos and my belly button pierced and snakes bites. My Body, im told by all my guy friends, is amazing. Im really skinny but not to skinny, i have big boobs and a nice butt. For only being 5'4 i think that really good.

Corey is gorgeous, he has short dark brown hair. He has 00 gauges and his labret done. Hes 6'2 and has an amzing body, with a six pack and ripped arms. Every girl at school falls all over him, even the barbie wana-bes. 

Ive always been aware of not only my physical attraction to Corey but also my mental and emotional attraction. In other words ive been in love with him since 6th grade when he stock up for me at a school dance. I wasnt always pretty and skinny. I used to be chubby and ugly. But after that school dance i changed who i was, my aunt(guardian) sent me to my dads sister in Paris for the summer and when i came back the next year i was completely different. I was skinny, pretty and started wearing bright skinny jeans and listening to bands like Black Veil Brides and My Chemical Romance. I also had my first tattoo and my snake bites done.

I remember the 1st day of 7th like it was yesterday.

FLASHBACK:

I walked into my old middle school with my head held high, was sure that no one would recongize me. I made sure that i was running late this morning so i missed my bus and my father had to drive me. We pulled up 10 mintues late, my dad fussing about making a bad 1st impression and i just got out the car thinking that was the point. I walked into the office got my schedule, went to my locker and then to my 1st block. Science.

I heard everyone start whispering as i made my way towards the teachers.

"Who is she?"

"Look at her clothes"

I just smiled and handed the teacher my pass.

"I guess since its the 1st day were going to have a lot of excused late passes. Go ahead and take your seat right there next to Corey. Corey would you raise your hand?" the teacher asks

He didnt need to raise his hand i knew exactly who he was. He hadnt changed over the summer.

"Before you sit down is there anything youd like to tell us about yourself?" she asks

"Um....i just moved back from Paris." i said trying not to give to much about myself.

"O very nice." She said "now you can sit."

I walked back to where Corey was siting and sat as far away from him as the lab table would allow me. But of course he couldnt ignore me like everyone else had gone back to.

'Hey if you need someone to show you around id be happy to' he wrote in a note and passed to me when the teacher wasnt looking.

I quickly scribbled a reply saying 'Thanks but i know my way around. I used to go here'

'Really? Whats your name?' he wrote back.

I stared at the piece of paper for a few minutes before i folded it up and stuck it in my pocket. I pulled out my ipod, made sure the volume was low enough and stuck a ear bud in the ear closest to Corey.

almost an hour later, still in science and the teachers droning on and on about god knows what. Its the 1st day and shes already got us doing work. I can see that im really going to hate this teahcer. Finally the bell rings and im out the door before anyone. after dropping my book off in my locker i walk slowly to gym. Hoping that we dont do anything. And im right. the gym teacher makes us sit on the bleachers and tells us what is expected off us for the semester. Im not paying any attention, instead im looking around wondering whose in my class when i spot Corey 2 rows in front of mine watching me. i turn away and act like i dont even recognize him. After another hour and 20 minutes were released to lunch.

Not wanting to sit by any of my old friends i head outside to the court yard, but im unlucky. I spotted Corey sitting under a big oak with all our friends surrounding him, i turned away before he could see me and bumped into my old best girlfriend Sam.

"Oh im so sorry. im always running into....Dee?" she asks when she sees my eyes.

Before i can blink i have a good 10 people grabbing me and hugging me, then im being pulled away by a very strong person.

Finally he stops when were far enough away from everyone.

"What?" i ask

"I thought it was you but you look so different and you wouldnt talk to me. Why was that?" Corey asks giving me one of his huge bear hugs.

"I was waiting for you to remember me." i say

END FLASHBACK.

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okay heres chapter 1. I hope you like it. the next chapter is not really a chapter but more of character descriptions.

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