The Love of Judas

Prologue

Tangina.

The cold breeze started to caress my skin, the surrounding is quiet. Only the sound of my footsteps can be heard but my heart beats was louder enough to add more pressure to what I'm feeling right now. Sh-t, this is my end.

Kung bakit ba naman kasi ngayon ko pa naisipang tumakas? Tanga ko din eh. Hinigpitan ko ang hawak sa aking bewang, where the blood keeps on flowing. I was shot earlier when I escaped in that damn house. And I didn't even regret a thing, impyerno ang buhay ko don eh.

But the question is, I don't know where will I go now? I'm so doomed. Wala kasi sa plano ko ang tumakas ngayong gabi, kaya wala akong back up plan. But nevertheless, I need to have a place para makapagpahinga, ramdam ko na hindi na kinakaya ng katawan ko sa sobrang pagod.

I took the phone out of my pocket. I don't own this phone, kinuha ko lang 'to don sa isang guard kanina na nagbabantay ng palihim. I have my ways, for the past eighteen years I've manage to know how to tricked those people in that house.

May cellphone nga wala naman akong kilala na pwede kong tawagan. I thought. Minsan di ko alam kung sadyang maganda lang talaga ako na tanga eh.

My time is running, I needed a place to hide. Hindi nila ako pwedeng maabutan, not now. I can feel that this time, I'll know that I can make it. But damn, ni hindi ko nga alam kung nasaan ako. Bullsh-t.

My only chance to get the hell out of this place ay kung may magdadaang sasakyan sa mga oras na 'to. It was past two o'clock in the morning and I doubted kung tutulungan or papansinin ako if ever I called out for help. But that's my only chance, iyun na lang ang kinakapitan ko.

I continued to walk until I can no longer feel the pain in my body. Is this what death feels like? Kung ganito nga, nakakatawa man pero ayokong mamatay ng ganito. A tear rolled down on my cheeks, a whimpered came out from my lips. Tangina, tanginang buhay 'to.

Until a light came out, may paparating na sasakyan. Sh-t, it sets my hopes up.

Please, please save me.

I started to wave my hand even though I'm slowly losing my energy. I waved and waved until the light was slowly coming in front of me. But all my hopes were gone when the car just passed by me. And I knew in that moment, I can no longer have my freedom anymore.

I will forever be in this hell. Slowly dying and the worst fact is that no one will care because no one knows that I exist.

Pinikit ko ang aking mga mata. Kasabay ng pagtulo ng aking luha, kasabay ng pagkabagsak ng katawan ko sa malamig na lupa, kasabay ng pagkawala ko ng pag-asa. Wala na, maaabutan na nila ako.

Until a sound of footsteps brought me back to my sense. But I can't barely move kaya hindi ko maaninag o malaman kung sino ang tao na papunta sakin ngayon.

And before the darkness enveloped me, I was being held in a bride style with a man who owned a blue eyes.