its been a month
i finally made jaehyun
go back to school
i secretly thought about
yeseuls words should i really leave
to go study in america?
i had so much thoughts that day
i was starting to stress out
after hours of thinking
i finally took out my phone
told yeseul to meet with me
at the cafe near school
~ at the cafe ~
"hey loser what brought you here?"
i just sat there
"yah e..eunha! loser are you there?"
i nodded i look up to her
"then sp-"
i cut her off my saying
"ill go to america....."
i tell her she began to laugh
"oh really?"
i nodded then she gave me things
"heres what you need the money, house and all"
i took the stuff and put it in my bag
i stood up and gave her a 90 degree
bow she began to laugh
"pf no need to say thanks or anything"
she got up and walked away also saying
"good luck eunha"
she patted my shoulder then left
~ at home ~
i opened the door
getting a bear hug from someone
"jagiyaaaaa your homeeeeee~"
i only smile and nodded
my smile faded as i saw jaehyuns
happiness
his happiness will soon be removed
all because of me i hate myself.....
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