It sucks when you love to do something and you are said to be good at it, but you struggle with it in a way you can't explain. In a way no one understands unless they saw it with their own eyes or if they were in your shoes while doing it.
It's painful nearly to love to do something and want to do it but you mentally can't then that leads to you physically not being able to do it either.
It's a feeling of uselessness that you can't describe because it's mixed with so many other feelings of frustration and sadness.
It's tiring to not be able to do something you love. It pains me to want to do something but then knowing what will just happen.
Imagine sitting doing nothing then having this happy feeling and inspiration to do something but then your mind ruins it by remembering you of what always happens.
That's what it's like.
That's how painful it is for me to draw, all the time.
YOU ARE READING
You Don't Even Know The Feeling.
RandomThis is not a book, nor a story. It's just the emotions of someone who struggles with small things.
