all the lights
are too bright
all the sounds
are too loud
all tasks
take too much energy
energy that I don't possess
it feels like I have gas
but I can't drive
i have feelings
but they are masqueraded in a deep blue
texting is pointless
nobody likes the sad kid
nobody wants to talk
to the boy with nothing to talk about
to the kid who can only speak on his sadness
the kid who only wants to feel better
but can't find himself
lost in a pool of sad faces
At the bottom of a pit
with no hopes of climbing out
soon the light turns off
soon the sounds fade out
soon the kid can't text anymore
soon the kid drowns
and turns into another sad face
floating amongst the other sad souls who never made it
