Im not normal jeff the killer x reader

Should i do this to her?

JEFF'S P.O.V:

After I wrote "I love you" on her shoe I put it down and ran away before she saw that. I hope that she knows that I mean it...I mean it with all my heart. I ran into the woods, deep into the woods. Until I came to Slender's mansion. I opens the doors and ran to my room and slammed the door. I thought to myself 'I bet she hates me, I did kill her parents.' I fell back into my bed and looked up at the celling and sighed. I heard a nock on the door. "Jeff it's Slender may I come in?" The last thing I need right now is to talk to him right..."Yeah sure" I said getting out of my bed. He walking in and sat on my bed "Jeff we need to talk about you know about Y/N" I sighed and I felt tears form in my eyes...i knew what he wanted to talk about..."Jeff my child please sit down so we can talk." I did what I was told and sat down. "Slender what!!" "Jeff, Y/N now knows about you...that means she knows we are real...Jeff we need you to killer her." I tried to speak but all that came out was tears. I fell to my knees crying. Slender crouched down to my level and said "Jeff what is wrong you love to kill, I thought you would like this job?" I stood up and said "Its because I love her with all my heart!!" And broke down crying once more. "Jeff I can get BEN or someone to kill her for you." I got up "No I will do it, I want to be the last person to see her amazing face...now can you please leave my room!!" Slender nodded and walked out. I just fell to the ground and stayed there, then I though of something 'I don't really have to kill her, I can bring her back here and show Slender that she should live.' I new that I would have to do it tonight so I hopped into my bed and napped. I woke up to Slender saying "Jeff your turn to go out" I got up and looked at my clock "12;30" I grabbed my white hoodie and put it on, and walked out if my room. I passed Slender not looking at him. I ran out of the mansion with tears in my eyes...i never felt this way about any one before. I ran to Y/N's house well were she is staying. I got to the window that had the sleeping Y/N in it. I looked in and saw the shoes that looked like she wore them all day...i climbed in the window and went up to her and woke her up "Y/N it's Jeff" she woke up and looked at me, after a minute she shot up and hugged me and whispered into my ear "Jeff I love you too!!" I pulled away and looked down. She said "Jeff what is wrong?" I could hear that she was crying, I looked at her and said "Slender wants me to kill you...but I just cant...i love you to much to hurt you" She looked at me, hugged me and cried into my chest. I hugged her back and also cried. She pulled away still crying. I wiped away her tears with my thumb and said "Don't worry I'm not gonna hurt you I don't even have my knife" She laughed then asked me "What are we gonna do...your a killer and I'm just a normal girl and Slender wants me dead?" I looked into her E/C eyes and said "Your not a normal girl...if you were I would not love you...Y/N you changed me" She hugged me even tighter then before. I hugged her back and said "Im gonna take you back t Slender and show him how much you mean to me and get your stuff we are going now." She nodded and grabbed her converse and her clothes and left a note to Jesse. We climes out the window and ran back to Slender's mansion. When we walked in Slender was right there and he said "Jeff I told you to kill her!!" I out my arm around her and said "I love her to much to do that to her!!" Slender picked me up with his arm and threw me across the room...the last thing I heard was Y/N screaming my name...then every thing went black...