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PZPTH: Penn x Reader; Don't Do It

(Y/N)'s POV.

Another sad day at school. So just like any other day, I will pretend I don't exist. I have failed many attempts of suicide, but none have gave me the result I wanted. Every once in a while this girl would always bully me for the way I am. I would really want to correct her, but I don't have the guts to do it. Who knows what will happen? My life isn't so great, both of my parents died in a shooting, and I live alone in their house, being haunted with their presence. No one knows my past, and I'll try to keep it that way. The Bell rang, signaling us to go to our last class. And I had Art with Mr. Rippen. I actually love art. It helps me express my feelings. I walked in the classroom and sat down in my assigned seat, which I liked. Window seat. Nice. As Rippen gave us our instructions, we started, and parted our ways. Our assignment was to paint something that appreciates our parents. Wow. Such a touchy subject. I tried not to think of them that much, so I wouldn't start tearing up. But something that they would appreciate? I'll just paint a family portrait. They just loved being a family and having one, and they appreciated that we were one. It didn't take me more than 40 minutes to finish. It was pretty good if I do say so myself, knowing that I am a good artist. And just to make it silly, our family pet was doing some weird pose in the background. I couldn't help but chuckle. But it died too. There was 20 minutes left of class and I raised my hand so the teacher could see my art. He stared in awe, and that state of awe turned into complete amazement. "Wow Ms. (L/N) (last name) I am impressed with your hard work!!" As he said that, I could already feel people staring at me. Not a good feeling. But I could see this red head staring at my face directly. Penn was it? And with a blush on his face? What the actual heck! It must have been because I caught him staring. "You my dear, get an A++!!" Is that like the newest highest grade? Man if my parents were alive they'd sure be proud of me. Heh. For the rest of the class period I read a book I started a few days ago. Divergent is amazing so far!!

Penn's POV

Wow. I can't believe she caught me staring! I couldn't help but blush in embarrassment. But she was something I could stare at forever. Not to mention she is the best artist in the class. I really like her painting, of her family. Pretty soon, I will get MY family back. The Bell rang, signaling that school was over. We all yelled in happiness and packed our belongings.  I had this plan of confessing to her that I like her, but it may include some bit of stalking. Sashi wasn't really interested and Boone was busy. I guess I'm going to have to man up! I stood up and started following her. I also made sure that I kept my distance. I was dazed of the way her (h/l) (H/C) hair was flowing. She is just sooooo perfect!! Alright Penn, keep focus. We've been walking for about 20 minutes straight! How is she not tired yet? A few minutes later I see her slowing down her pace. She fixes herself up and walks towards the Cemetery. Why would she wanna go there? There were plenty of trees, not too close together, so I could just hide behind them. She bent down and sat on her knees, and stared at 2 gravestones that were about 12 inches apart. I heard her speak up. "Sooo.... Mom, dad, I had art class today, and I... I painted this for you guys..."

Y/N'S POV

I stared at their grave stones. I miss them so much. I spoke up to give them my painting. "Sooo.... Mom, dad, I had art class today, and I... I painted this for you guys... The teacher said to paint something that you guys would appreciate... And I thought of us. And how we always appreciated each other. I even put a bag over it, so if it rains or snows, it wouldn't get wet. And I see that these flowers i gave you for my birthday yesterday are already ... Dull... I'm sorry guys, I can't help but to cry!! Why couldn't death take me with you!!"

Penn's POV (Again)

"Why couldn't death take me with you!!" Dang. I could feel the tears already dropping from my eyes, to dripping off my face. "I have failed sooo many times!!" Failed what? What did she fail? "So many attempts of suicide and not once did they kill me!!" Oh. She started to sob uncontrollably and she started to speak up louder. "So many people tell me my life is worthless! And I know that I am!! I am lost with out you guys!! I know you wouldn't want me crying but today, I promise you my pain will go away for ever. Because today. I will attempt suicide again. And this time I will succeed. No one will stop me because they don't know where I live, they don't know about my depression, and because no one cares!! HAHa!!" She wiped the tears out of her face. And stared at her parents grave one more time. It broke me into pieces when she said she was depressed and that she wanted to kill herself. She says that no one cares, but she doesn't know that I care. She adjusted the painting and sprinted off. Of course with me following behind her. Another 20 minutes had passed and she entered a somewhat decent home, with two floors and basement. She lifted up the statue of a bunny and there was a key. She opened up the door and closed it behind her. I knew I had to act fast. So I climbed in through the window. I couldn't believe it was open. I heard her coming my way, so I hid behind the couch. I could hear she was taking to herself, and it was loud enough for me to hear," Where are they..... Aha!! Sleeping pills!! And half the bottle is full! Jackpot!! Now where did I leave that knifeeeee...... I was saving it for this very moment.... Duh! How am I so stupid!! It's under my parents' bed in a shoe box!" She ran up the stairs I think and she was cheering to herself. She walked into another room and locked the door. This was my chance to save her, and confess. As I walked towards her room, music was suddenly blasting. I think it was that one song called someone who cares by that one band...... Tdg? I don't know what it stands for but that's not important right now. I took a Bobby pin from out of my luscious hair and started to pick the lock. After a few attempts, it opened, but she wasn't there. I sighed. She must be in the bathroom. I picked that lock too with the same pin and bingo bango it opened!! I was hecko terrified of what I saw. So I quickly ran to her side trying to see if she was alive. A faint heart beat. I reached out for my phone, just for it not to be in its place. I tried to wake her up, but she wouldn't budge. All around us was a pool of blood. And by that I mean A LOT of blood. I tried to yell for help but the music was blocking out my cries. She started to get pale. That wasn't a good sign, I think. So I carried her outside to see if there was anybody who would help. Turns out nobody would. So I had to come to my last resort and steal a phone to dial 911. And that's what I did. An ambulance arrived a few minutes later, and took her in. They offered me to go with her, which I automatically accepted. As we arrived at the hospital she was taken away.

*like one day later?*

The doctors said she woke up, but they haven't talked to her yet. Her eyes were still closed they said. I quickly entered the room and sat down next to her. She spoke to herself, as she opened her eyes," wow its so bright in here... Wait am I dead!?! Is this heaven or hell?!"

Y/N's POV

I opened my eyes for them to be attacked with a white light." wow its so bright in here... Wait am I dead!?! Is this heaven or hell?!" I said to myself hoping someone would answer my question. No response. I sighed. Then I heard a voice speak up. "No (Y/N), you are not in heaven or hell yet. Right now you are on Earth."
"Oh. Wait... God is that you?" I said as I focused on the blob to my left. "No (Y/N).. It's Penn.." I almost had a heart attack and almost fell off the hospital bed? Oh no.. I failed again. Why can't death just take me in open arms? "Why are you here? And how did I get here?" "You.... Tried to kill yourself.... And I took you here..."
"Why. Why would you take me here Penn?"
"Why would you kill yourself? You.... Don't know how much you mean to me.." He hung his head low. "What do you mean?"
"You don't get it do you? I fricken like you!!"
"You.. Shouldn't like someone like me though. There are other people that are better than me. I am just another weak person. I can't do anything right."
"That's where you are wrong! You are so talented! You can do art pretty well, you make me smile, and other stuff I probably don't even know of!! And I wanted to tell you sooner that I liked you, but I couldn't do it. I was hoping you'd get some signs by now.. So what'd you say?"

Penn's POV

"So what'd you say?" My heart was really racing now.

"Penn, I like you too. You would always make me laugh and blush too.." She leaned in closer. Holy shiat, we're gonna kiss!!! I also leaned in closer until our lips met. Dang that felt nice. Once our kiss ended, she hugged me tightly. She started to take all the things that were tied to her, off. I was about to question her, but maybe she had to go pee? "Penn, I really like you a lot." She hugged me again and let go. "But that doesn't mean I'm still  not depressed or suicidal." "What-" before I could finish my sentence, she broke the hospital room window and jumped out. I couldn't believe what I was seeing. And what made matters worse was that we were like on the 6th floor, and that I couldn't prevent that from happening. As I peeked out of the broken window, I barely got to see her shatter on the hospital grounds, but as she did, my heart also shattered. From the pain and guilt. I ran out of the room, told doctors what happened and rushed to see my girl of my dreams. She lied face up, with a horrifying sight.

Later, her funeral was held.

I attended it, and I was the last one left there.

I was there to see her getting buried next to her parent's graves.

Weeks later, I fell into depression.

Months later, and I was no where to be found.

A/N: Aren't plot twists the best?