I need you when I fail

I need you when I fall.

The morning started as usual, the annoying beep of my alarm drawing me out of my sleep grog. My eyes open and I wait for my vision to clear, I focused in on my desk seeing the pile of homework that had taken me hours to finish the night before. Though it was stressful I got it done and that's what mattered. I grow the determination to leave the warm comfort space where I was safe, to the big cold big scary world. The cold breeze hit my legs making my knees buckle. I walk over to my bath room turning on the faucet splashing cold water in my face to wake me up. Today would be a boring day just like usual. I walk down stairs with my Attack on Titan shirt and penguin pajamas pants. I see three other people sitting down at the table in front of me. My sister who is five wearing a pretty pink dress and a princess crown tangled in with her blond bouncing curls. My mother at the stove cooking breakfast, wearing a blue dress and apron her light brown hair in a ponytale. Lastly my dad sitting next to my sister his blond hair slicked back with gell as he wore a navy blue suit and red tie, while reading the daily news paper. I take my seat as my mom places a plate with bacon,eggs,and two pieces of toast. It was plain and normal like everything in my house.

We were the stereotypical family. A mom, a dad who are happily married, there kids who are "perfect" in anyway. And we have the two kids thing one of each gender a boy and a girl.

"Ok sweetie can you go up stairs and get ready you have school soon." my mom pointed out in a sing songy way. I node my head and stand up my head feeling light headed from the fresh cuts i had made last night. Depression was a thing i suffered for reasons, and cutting seemed to help though I have been trying to stop knowing things will get better. I walk up stairs and change into a pair of jeans and flannel. I push all the homework I had into my backpack and walk down stairs. The time was 8:10am and the bus got at my house at 8:20am. I had ten minutes to read but I could also read on the bus. I pulled out my book which was Percy Jackson and the Olympians, The last Olympian. I love this series it was my fourth time reading it I love how it holds me and spins me around and there are characters just like me.

As I stood outside the cold autumn air swirls the ends of my red scarf sending a shiver down my spine. The yellow bus pulls up to me as it opens it doors with a loud squeak.

"Hi Noah, how was your weekend?" Ms.Hollander asked in a sweet voice.

"It was the same Ms.Hollander, I read and did nothing else." I said and then walked back to me seat.

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My seat was directly in the back on the right I never payed attention on who came on but I did on how many times we stopped. We had made the usual route and I thought we were on our way to school, but we made one more stop. As the bus makes a fast decrease in speed stopping. I look up from my book moving my hair out of my face. We were in front of a nice white house with a grey trim. I saw at the end of the drive a girl with blond hair pulled back into a high ponytail, she was wearing a light green dress and a blue backpack on one shoulder. She had light eyeshadow and a light pink lipstick. She walked on the bus flipping her hair it looked like it was in slow motion only if she would notice a nerd like me. I couldn't take my eyes of her as she walks down the aisle to find a seat. My so luck i was the only one who didn't have someone sitting next to them.

"This seat taken?" she asked I shake my head and she takes the seat.

"So I'm Lily, what's your name?" Lily asked turning to me. "I'm Noah." my voice cracks and i rustle my hair. She smile we ended up talking the rest of the bus ride.

I enter the hall of the huge school AKA prison. I walk up to my locker and pull out my first three binders. I walk to my first class math the worst class alive with the best teacher. I talk my seat in the back and open up to where I had put my last night homework.