Lost But Found

Chapter 1

                                          Elizabeth's pov

I got out of bed this morning to find my window slightly open. Which was weird since they're practically painted shut. I tried  shutting it but to no avail did it close so I left it.

I then went to the bathroom to take a quick shower, brush my teeth, then and got dressed. I was wearing black leggings with a pink and grey striped t-shirt , black flats and a black hoodie.. I looked in the mirror and saw my reflection.

'What else would I see.'  I thought.

I had naturally dirty blonde hair that was brown in the Fall and Winter and brown with naturally blonde streaks in the Spring and Summer. I had these, mossy almost, green eyes and pink plump lips which I hated. I'm on the curvier or fatter side or what my "friends" say "thick".

I grabbed my keys and book bag. I didn't have a phone I didn't need one. I walked to the kitchen and out the door. My family consists of my Mom, my stepdad, my older sister Dawn, and my younger brother Warren. I had two dogs, Nala and Roxy, and two cats, Sonic and Sassy.

Its a pretty big family and you guessed it I'm a middle child. As I walked to school I started thinking and before I knew it the dark thoughts crept in my mind. They always did. The thoughts consisted of things like these:
" I'm too fat"
"No one wants me"
"I'm not pretty and never will be"

"Maybe I should end it here.....no one will notice......"
And a lot of other things but the person who keeps me from ending it all is my mother. Yes I know I feel unloved but I still love my mother. She gave birth to me after all.

                                        15 minutes later

I walked into highschool, yes highschool. I am 16 after all. I walked to my locker, keeping my head down as usual. I spun the lock and opened my locker grabbing the books I needed and shut my locker and walked to first period. My schedule included the following:

1st period ~ History
2nd period ~ Geometry
3rd period ~ English
             Lunch
4th period ~ Life Science
5th period ~ Gym
6th period ~ Art
7th period ~ Study Hall

As I made my way to history someone tripped me and said "Watch it fatty"
I got up slowly and muttered a "sorry" picking up my stuff, trying not to cry I walked the rest of the way to history. As I took my seat in the very back, in the far corner. Mrs.Jones walked in class and said,
"Class! Quiet down please!"
As the class got quiet, I quickly zoned out and put my head down and silently cried.

 Skip to the end of English Class

As the bell rang for Lunch I quickly got up and walked to room 1511 on the second floor. Once I got there I opened the door and walked inside closing the door behind me. I sat down in the corner farthest away from the door and cried. I thought,
"Why would anyone want me I'm a fat piece of trash that no one wants. I'm worthless, nothing, weak. Why did he call me fat!?? I guess I am worthless........"
As I cried my eyes out I soon fell asleep.

Skip to the end of the day

I was walking to my locker after a long and stressful day and suddenly felt myself being pushed against the lockers. I looked to see who had done it and regretted it instantly. I looked up in the blue icy gaze of Bitchny oops I meant Brittany. I laughed to myself at that.

"What are you laughing at!!?" She screeched.

My eyes widened and I looked down while saying,

"S-s-sorry..." I stuttered.

She slapped me so hard I swore I saw stars.

"Speak up you slut!" She shot out venomously.

I remained still and tried to hold back tears. She started laughing in my face.

"Awhh is the fat ass gonna cry?"

She pushed me to the floor and walked away with her minions. I stood up numbly and began my walk home.

Author's Note

Hey Y'all! *waves frantically*
I know I'm weird. How did you guys like my first chapter?!! Short I know but it's 4am and I'm tired soooo.... (I know it's not the best but this is my first story so bear with me please.)

I will update soon.

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~shellqueen16