Moving On-Moving Forward

An Open Letter

April 18, 2020

My Dearest Love,

We've come this far yet I know that there is more to come. The last 4 years has been tough. We had our own ups and downs, we nearly go on separate ways, we are both striving on our race of career and reaching our dreams. Going back, I thought our story will be rainbows and butterflies. I imagined it like any other chic flick movie and romance book, kasi pinag dasal kita. Kasi hiling kita kay Lord but then reality is slapped me so hard. You are not perfect, not even close to being one at lalo na ako. We are not financially stable, minsan we want to go on a date but we only have a few on our pocket so we settle staying home and cooking our fries and cheese sticks. HAHA. You have no sweetness, and I was like, duh? I was girl, you don't have to pamper me every time but an effort once in a while will be greatly appreciated. But you have your own ways para mapakilig ako. Liempo pa more! HAHAH. We also argue a lot, our perceptions never match and we tend to turn discussion into arguments. Kaya alam ko super bright ng ating magiging chikiting, you are so intelligent to give your opinion. You are such a boy, you give glances on pretty girls, turn you head when you see one. You have crushes that made me insecure pero sabi mo nga, "ako ang mahal mo <3" All of these love, I am loving them one by one, your flaws and mishap. You had been my "go to person", that thing pag hirap na hirap ako; alam ko lang na andyan ka, parang okay na. Parang kaya ko na and hindi ito talk shit. You barely hear this, SORRY LOVE. Sorry for all the pain I have caused you. You were one of God's most beautiful gift. I am so proud love of what you've become. Sobrang nakaka tuwa din na I became a part of who you are. I love you so so much love. The best of our relationship is yet come but for now it is when we decided to become roommates. Thank you for giving me the chance na maalagan ka, na mas maka usap ka, na mas makilala ka pa, na mas mahalin ka pa. I am one hell of a lucky woman. Thank you for your patience love. I love your everything love, I will never give up on you even in the most difficult days. I love you!

P.S. Feb 14 na message ko dapat to, kaso nahiya naman ako kay Clai kaya dito na lang <3

P.S. Sana nagustuhan mo ang cake, yung tumblr mo on the way na! Uwi ka na ha!

P.S. Mas mamahalin pa kita, kaya ko na yung LDR e <3 Magbait ka ha!