Little Things (s.m Fanfic) // IN PROGRESS

Gone, Going, Gone

As I packed my bags, my gaze kept going up to the door, to see whether Shawn had arrived. I had to leave as quickly as possible. I packed my favourite hoodie that Shawn had gotten for me, some other clothes , some cash that I had gotten while working part time at KFC, my phone and the one photo of Shawn and I together. I stared at the picture, thinking about how I met him, how everything happened. I guess it was fate.

I quickly changed into a dark sweater and a dark coloured jeans so that I can stay out of sight during the night. Grabbing my bag, I head towards the door, taking one glance at the house again. This place, where everything started, and is going to end. The place with all of my best memories, and the worst ones too. The place that I was soon about to leave and never return to. I gave the house one last look and sighed, longingly as the memories all rushed back into my head.

I cannot bear to stay hear any longer. I put on my sneakers and close the doors shut behind me, as the door makes a loud 'thud'. I walk down the narrow alleyway, thinking about how he had held my hand, how he had kissed me right there and then. At that moment, everything was perfect.
Not anymore. If only Shawn knew, if only.

As I walked, I heard footsteps approaching me. I immediately turned around, hoping that it wasn't Shawn. But there he was standing,perfect as ever, wearing his suit, with his hair slicked back. He looked at me questioningly. Opening my bag, I looked for the letter that I had written to him, took it out and passed it to him. Opening it, he read the letter, his eyebrows getting scrunched up after each sentence. After reading the letter, he looked up. Shawn gazed into my eyes, with a deep sense of longing that could be seen through his blue, beautiful eyes.

"Zara", he called softly. His voice cracking slightly at the end, sounding so sexy. I turned around to see the tears in his eyes glistening in the night light.

I can't. I can't commit that mistake one more time... not after all the love and care he had showered on me.

I turned and started walking away, unable to bear looking into his eyes.

I need to leave.

Taking a few steps back, I turned to see his face for the last time. Oh Shawn, all the love he had poured on me oh so willingly. If only he knew what I had done...

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