my stupid life and everything in it

my mom

So my mom has C.I.D.P. and it infects everyone in my family. C.I.D.P. is where all your cells are fighting each other. She usually never goes anywhere with us. The only time that she goes anywhere is when me or my sister have an appointment. It is so unfair for her and me. When I was little me and my mom always did everything together but now, it is my dad that cares more about my little sister then me. I miss the old her. We had grown up together, and now we have grown apart. I mean there are somethings​ we do together but it happens very rarely. But I understand that it hurts her to even walk. but that doesn't mean that she needs to lay in to bed all day. And yell at all the rest if us. us as in me, my sister, and my dad. i am at the point that i can't handle it anymore so i am trying to leave to my fathers. i am so done that i want to move in with a 10 month old baby, aka my baby sister.  but still.