Moving on can be a death wish

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| Tord |
I satted on my office chair, listening music. I looked out from the window, but I saw hardly anything. All I could distinguish was something green and white on the ground, probably trees and snow, since the base was in the middle of the forest, and it was winter. Atleast I thought it was. It's been so long since I went outside. I touched the frame of the window, and sighted. I leaned backwards and turned around, with the chair, mumbling. I repose my hands on the table. Why am I still here? My life is useless.. I can't do any work properly... And I betrayded them... I betrayded Edd... I sobbed slighty, and stood up. Edd... He gave me everything I would have ever needed.. But I wanted more, I wanted power... But I wasn't ready to have so much power. All I did was wrong.. I couldn't do anything right. I don't wanna live with this burden with me.
I thought as I walked out of door, without even taking my jacket.

| Edd |
It was starting to get dark. I satted on the floor still feeling dry tears on my cheeks. It was winter time, so it's gonna be really dark, pretty fast. I thought about Tom's words.. Maybe he's right, maybe I really should try to move on. Even if Tord was alive he probably aren't gonna come back. I sighted and slowly stood up. I walked to the door taking my dusty and shabby jacket from the closet. I walked off the door, feeling the soft snow beneath my feet. It was late, and our new place wasn't that close to downtown, so I didn't see anynody- Which was fine for me. I started walking, futher from the downtown. I didn't know where I was going, just somewhere where there's no people. I walked down the roads, until I saw a forest. I turned around and walked there just for curiosity, what would be in there. Since I haven't been outside for so long even regular forest felt wierd. For my surprise it was really deep and cramped when I went deeper. Suddenly I heard footsteps, I lookes aroubd but didn't see anyone. I felt slight anxiety, as I kept walking. Then for all of the sudden I heard wierd sound, like if somebody have walked straight in to the three. I felt how my body started shaking, as I started slowly walking towards the place, where I now hearded rustle. When I get there I saw man leaning against the tree, shaking and sobbing. I saw something on his hand, and it looked like... Rope?

// Eyyy, looks it's second chapter.. Sorry that these are so short.
(*´▽`)ノノ I try write the next one longer. 

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