| Tord |
I satted on my office chair, listening music. I looked out from the window, but I saw hardly anything. All I could distinguish was something green and white on the ground, probably trees and snow, since the base was in the middle of the forest, and it was winter. Atleast I thought it was. It's been so long since I went outside. I touched the frame of the window, and sighted. I leaned backwards and turned around, with the chair, mumbling. I repose my hands on the table. Why am I still here? My life is useless.. I can't do any work properly... And I betrayded them... I betrayded Edd... I sobbed slighty, and stood up. Edd... He gave me everything I would have ever needed.. But I wanted more, I wanted power... But I wasn't ready to have so much power. All I did was wrong.. I couldn't do anything right. I don't wanna live with this burden with me.
I thought as I walked out of door, without even taking my jacket.| Edd |
It was starting to get dark. I satted on the floor still feeling dry tears on my cheeks. It was winter time, so it's gonna be really dark, pretty fast. I thought about Tom's words.. Maybe he's right, maybe I really should try to move on. Even if Tord was alive he probably aren't gonna come back. I sighted and slowly stood up. I walked to the door taking my dusty and shabby jacket from the closet. I walked off the door, feeling the soft snow beneath my feet. It was late, and our new place wasn't that close to downtown, so I didn't see anynody- Which was fine for me. I started walking, futher from the downtown. I didn't know where I was going, just somewhere where there's no people. I walked down the roads, until I saw a forest. I turned around and walked there just for curiosity, what would be in there. Since I haven't been outside for so long even regular forest felt wierd. For my surprise it was really deep and cramped when I went deeper. Suddenly I heard footsteps, I lookes aroubd but didn't see anyone. I felt slight anxiety, as I kept walking. Then for all of the sudden I heard wierd sound, like if somebody have walked straight in to the three. I felt how my body started shaking, as I started slowly walking towards the place, where I now hearded rustle. When I get there I saw man leaning against the tree, shaking and sobbing. I saw something on his hand, and it looked like... Rope?// Eyyy, looks it's second chapter.. Sorry that these are so short.
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Imperfect Love || TordEdd
Fanfiction// Finished? Kinda?? // It's been almost 7 months since .. The incident. Edd has started to feel lonely and depressed. Although Matt and Tom have visited and comforted him. Edd haven't tell them, but he really misses Tord. But he can not help, but...