You

What have you done to me?

I used to be so strong,

With, you.

We used to be friends,

Yet you tossed me aside,

I now know what it feels like to be

Unwanted

I watched you chew up and spit out that other girl,

I pity you,

You're lost,

And I'm not going to help you,

Last time I did,

You acted as thought it didn't mean a thing,

So, no, I'm not going to help you,

But that doesn't make me a bad person,

I look out for others,

But who is looking after

Me?

You used to.

I'm ashamed,

Maybe it's my fault you're like this now

Maybe somehow,

After all those years of talking about them,

It turned you into one.

You are now the person you have always said you'd never be.

And it's all,

My fault.

You've really warn me down these past years,

I used to be hard edged with you,

Now I'm soft and smooth,

But I couldn't have been like this without you,

But I'm not going to thank you,

Cause you have tossed aside another girl,

You used her,

You let her help you gain popularity,

Then you abandoned her.

Just like you did to me.

Although, I didn't help you in any way,

I was just your friend.

The person, who cared for you even if you weren't the prettiest at times,

The person, who laughed with you, even when I felt like crying,

The person who wanted to make sure you were okay,

Even if I wasn't.

Yet, here we are

Split up,

And you seem to have gotten the better end of the deal,

I don't know what I did wrong,

And that's what tears me

Apart.

I wanted to let you know,

That no matter what,

I

Will

Be

There

For

You.

Even if you don't need it,

Cause you have her now,

I watch and wonder,

Who will you 'take' next time?

I thought I would always need you,

But I've come to realize,

That all the lies,

I've been able to see,

With my eyes.

You did all those things, yet you tell people you didn't,

Even though I know

You did.

I feel sorry for her,

I really do,

Because I know what it's like to be with you,

After all,

I was the first person you made friends with.

After all the horrible things you did to me though,

I wouldn't change our meeting,

Because I have come to realize,

That my experience with you,

Has made me who I am today,

And while you may laugh with her now,

She will never make you laugh as much as I made you laugh,

But,

I realized,

That I am,

So much better,

Without,

You.