Suicide stories

Chapter 1 (you broke me)

You've been crying all night wishing for that text that says "I'm sorry babe come back I didn't mean those words I said" but that only happens in movies right?
But he broke you because you told him about you depression and suicidal thoughts, you thought he would stay but instead he left as soon as you told him. 
He broke you .
You sit there on your bed still crying, you find the strength to get up and walk over to the mirror, you see your reflection. You think it's ugly, you think your fat, you think your a failure, by the time you think all of them you get all worked up and punch the mirror, it smashed and it's shards hit the floor you stand there and think if you should leave it or pick it up, you think to use it to cut yourself . You get up and walk to the bathroom sit in the tub with your clothes on and start to run the water you text him saying " hey, come to my house I need to talk to you and give a hoodie back" you hit the send button but before you start to cut you wait for a response , your phone beeps signalling he texted you back he just put "okay I'm on my way " you turn the taps off run and open your front door then you hope back in the bath and slice your arms up you cut your vein and the blood comes rushing out you here his voice but it's too late your out like a light , you watch from above as he picks you up out of the tub and places you on your bathroom floor him calling your name looking so helpless and so guilty, but he says the 3 worlds he has never said to you " I love you" he puts his blood covered hand in his pocket and rings the ambulance, but that's all you can see before you disappear .