Colliding.

Flash of the past

        Ifedolapo p.ov.
          
  He's been sneaking and playing  games,always trying to be  nice and caring but something was just off about him. He was a chorister, his voice could enslave thousand demons,his brown eyes looked innocent. Girls and married women adored him. I wasn't surprised when my aunt brought him home as her husband.
        She went to a party with her friends at Oluyole estate. We were both watching " Jenifa's diary".I stole a quick glance at him and quickly looked away .We rarely got along except he wanted to send me on errands or ask dumb questions. I am petrified and disgusted by his sight.
             I walked into the kitchen,humming " Mad over you" by Runtown. Finally, I'm done with secondary school. In few months,I'd be a studying Law at  Unilag, I'd finally be making my parents proud of me in heaven. I loved the female gender and gender equality.
              My   thoughts were interrupted by a pair of hands holding my waist. I turned back and saw Micheal  smiling.
        "Please sir I'd appreciate if you let go of me"
"Hey,Ife don't be like  that,you're so naive"
  "You have my aunt, uncle Micheal" I said trying to free myself from his grasp.
"Just call me Mike..."
"Nope" he said  trailing kisses down my collar bone,he began to button down his shirt.
"What do you think you're doing?" I said trying to push him away but he didn't seem to budge.
"Please let go"
He turned me and made me face him as he breathed harder ,my head resting on his now bare chest.
"Ife I want you,I want to feel you,I've been watching you and I'm like this girl is so sexy" he said advancing towards me as I ran to the living room
"My dear if I were you I wouldn't run,the house is locked, I gave Audu the day off and your aunt is sleeping over at her friend's,take it easy ,it won't hurt just once"
          That moment I began to kick him, bite,scratched him yet he got stronger and his tall build towered over me. He carried me despite my kicks and tears,he kept cooing me and muttering sweet names. He finally set me down and grinned as I eyed him disgustingly. He reached out for my hair and I brushed him off.
"You're  such a monster, why are you doing this?"
"Because, I want to"
"Don't you love my aunt?"
"Your aunt loves me, I don't and she knows,let's say I satisfy her sexual urges on bed and she takes care of my finances, your aunt is such a tigress on bed,I'm hoping you're  better" he said lustfully tugging at my shirt.
    "You're despicable" I said spitting and kicking his balls.
"Shut up" he said slapping and ripping off my flannel top.
               I covered my chest which was still covered by my camisole, he was fumbling with his trousers, He was naked and the glory of his manliness wasted .He got up and pinned me to the bed,ripping off my camisole,he kept grinning as he unbuttoned my shorts,I kicked his chin and he slapped me in retaliation .
                I was naked now and he thrust inside of me as I screamed in pain and he kept screaming in pleasure, he touched my body and lustfully took me in. He kept moaning like a dog. Realisation  stuck I had lost my virginity ,I was bleeding and in pain .He stopped when he noticed I was crying, unlocked the door  and   walked to the bathroom.
               I was dressing when my aunt walked in.
"Ki lo n se nibi? ( what are you doing here?)" She said eyeing me suspiciously,her eyes roving around until Micheal came around draped in a towel, My aunt slapped me hard and insulted me saying I seduced her husband.
"Aunty Dara, emi ko,oko   yin ni, olorun gbo (aunty Dara,I'm not the one its your husband, God sees me"
"Olosho, you're  leaving today,ashawo, you're devilish oya go pack up" my aunt said raining curses.
          I knew nobody,my parents died early,my mum was an only child same applied to my maternal grandparents and aunt Dara was my dad's only sibling. I looked at my bible and cried,why did  God forsake me? Why did my parents die? Why was I raped?. Who'd  marry me? . I've been keeping myself  for the person who'd steal my heart.
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