-Shay-
It's my first day of Amuer School and I really don't want to go. Who knows what it'll be like. My mom keeps saying that she's sure everyone here will be nice but I doubt that. Changing schools is making every thing worse for me. I loose all my friends and I fall deeper into my hole of depression.
I hear this school checks your wrists and thighs here for cuts to make sure nobody will be of harm to the other students. This isn't going to be easy to hide, I've been begging my mother ever since and she keeps saying no, and every time......no.
"Shay! Come on down stairs you need to eat breakfast and you don't want to miss the bus!" I groan not because I have to eat, well that's part of it but only because I've been in my bed for half an hour now. I haven't found the motivation to get up and be up for school. " I'll be down in ten!" I yell back to my mother. I drag myself out of my warm comforting bed and force myself to put on jeans a bra and a black shirt. I go to the bathroom and continue doing the unhappy. Aka doing stuff other than sleeping.
I run downstairs and into my mothers bathroom and dig through her crap until I find her foundation. I quickly slide off my pants and cover up my cuts as much as I can, as well as my wrists. I put the foundation away and take out the eyeliner and apply it, so I look semi-less dead. My mom bangs on the door and tells me to "hurry the fuck up!"
I walk out letting out a big sigh of relief. I sit down and eat the pop-tart sitting in a depressing wrapper. I quickly stuff it into my bag and rush out the door to avoid mothers morning talks. I walk to the bus stop and realize I forgot my headphone at home. I quickly rush back to the house almost bust down the door grab my head phones and dash back to the bus stop. Out of breathe I put my headphones in my bag next to my phone and wait. The bus pulls up and I say to myself, "You all better keep your hands off."
