There’s a reason why they call it Devil’s Gate.
We were supposed to turn Devil’s Gate into a devil’s trap.
But I made a mistake, and Bill died.
It’s a slot canyon, used to ood all the time (Arroyo Seco
isn’t always seco) until they put in a spillway and built the reservoir. But odd things happened there. Four kids in three
years, from 1957–1960, vanish without a trace. Other people
see things. No one will talk about it. Bill was sure that something had come up through the canyon thirty years ago, and
was about to again. Some kind of hellspawn. So we went there
to catch it in the act and take care of it. Hellspawn, that’s the
word he used. I don’t know if I believe in Hell. But I do remember the Black Shuck, and the way Mary’s spirit was transformed in Blue Earth. That came from somewhere. Was it a
demon? I don’t know if I believe in demons. I’ve seen people
who thought they were demons, and acted like demons—but
how would you know the difference between a demon and a
shape-shifter? How would you know?
I’m avoiding it. This is how Bill died.
At the mouth of the spillway we found this godawful uid
trickling straight out of the concrete. Dark brown, stinking of
sulfur. It burned your ngers to touch it. Bill drew a gure
around it, he called it a Devil’s Trap from a book called the
Key of Solomon. Psalm 90:13. He used charcoal to
draw the trap on the wall of the spillway around
the sulfur, and then I laid it out on the ground in
front of the tunnel, using salt. Kosher salt, no
added iodides. Bill said this was important.
He started watching the sky as the sun set. The
rst stars would tell him when the hellspawn was
coming through, he said. I looked up with him, but the stars
ust looked like stars to me. I have so much to learn. There
I was in Pasadena, the boys back at the roadhouse. I wasn’t
being a father. I was being a hunter. I was hunting. And while
I looked up at the sky, I made a simple mistake. I didn’t pay
attention to where my feet were, and I scuffed the salt. Just a
little. But enough that when something came out of the mouth
of the tunnel, nothing stopped it. It looked like smoke, and sounded
like a million ies. Bill looked down
from the stars just in time for it to
ow right into him. He started jerking like a condemned man in the
electric chair, and two voices were
coming out of his mouth. One was the
thing, the hellspawn. I don’t know what
language it was speaking, but its voice was horrible. It was the
sound cancer would make if it could talk. And Bill, he kept
saying over and over again, John, shoot me, shoot me, John.
So I did.
It was the worst mistake I ever made. It was careless and
stupid and it got a good man killed. A husband and father,
and a damned good hunter, and I don’t know how I’m going
to explain this to Ellen. And Jo, poor Jo. She’s four years old.
How am I going to tell her? I can’t just let Ellen do it. I’m responsible. It was over in less than a minute, Bill Harvelle dead
and me standing there with a gun in my hand listening to the
echo of the gunshots in the hills and the echo of that awful
hellspawn voice in my head.
And to the end, Bill was teaching me. With his body
dying and something inside him, he staggered over to the
sulfur-stinking wall and let the smoke back out—straight into
the Devil’s Trap on the wall. Then he took a step back, careful
not to do what I did, and then he sat down and died leaning
against the spillway wall under the Devil’s
Trap he’d drawn. He saved my life even
though I took his. It was a hunter’s
death.
I copied the Devil’s Trap, but I
didn’t need to. I couldn’t forget it if
I wanted to.
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