I've never been the type of person to share my thoughts and feelings with you.
I've always been afraid of what you might say or what you might do.
See I've always looked for your approval in everything I've done,
But some times it seemed that approval would never come.
I know that times got rough and I caused you pain,
But mom dont you know my pain was the same?
Everyone says I don't love you like I love him.
But if that were true would i have stayed with you?
I stayed with you when God called grandma home.
I tried my best to show you that you were not alone.
And I know that I made life hard, but not purposely.
I truly love you mom.
Can't you see?
Though there is som much I never said,
It doesn't mean it's not in my head.
So no matter where I go, or what I do.
I want you to know I will always love you.
