Tell me you love me

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<hey it's TJ I hope you like my story some of this story I got from tumblr but the rest is mine. also most of this chapters just an introduction so kinda boring sorry~ TJ>

Frank Iero had known Gerard way as long as he could remember. There mom's went to high school together and became good friends and strayed that way for a long time until they both had kids and kinda apart. Except for there kids. 

After Gerard was born Ms. Way became a (well how do you say this as nice as possible?) Raging drunken asshole. And after her other son Mikey was born she got even worse, so Mrs. Iero tried to take care of the way brothers as much as possible. The two older boys instantly became friends and the rest is history.

You would think Frank and Gerard were brothers by how close they were, but you'd be wrong. They always had a special bond like an angel and a human when they fell in love. (Destiel 😉) Gerard never thought of himself as a devil or an angel, a really fucked up rejected Angel at that.

Gerard never admitted his feelings for Frank, Gerard was afraid of two things, he was afraid Frank was like his father. A closet homophone. And afraid of rejection and doing things Frank didn't like. He stopped doing things that Frank didn't like and did whatever he did like, I guess he grew up that trait.

Frank was also afraid of his feelings for Gerard, he was always taught that liking people of the sex was 'gross and unsettling' as his father said, and his mother never said anything as usual. 

The boy's stayed close friends. Always next to each other, attached at the hip as everyone said. But seriously they did stay close friends, until one day.

 Frank's house was where Gerard was staying the night at, for the hundredth time that summer. It was a hot day and Frank had his window open where you could see the whole neighborhood. Frank's mom was cleaning the house, while his dad was watching some shitty sport neither one of the boy's cared about (not like they liked any sport) and yelling at his mom for 'missing a spot'. 

Frank 'cept his door closed and locked while Gerard was staying the night, it's not like they do any thing special he just didn't want to be interrupted. All they did was listen to some old fall out boy vinyl( I'm so fucking sorry i had too) in the record player and played some shitty N64 game who being each other hoping it would help them win the game.

Since the boy's had grown up together they knew everything about each other. Frank even went to Gerard's therapy appointments for his depression and bipolar disorder which made him see things that are not there.

 The same went for Gerard, he went to Frank's doctor appointments that were once a month, because Frank had been cutting since sixth grade but by tenth grade his mom finally found out and started taking him to the doctors. But his father just called him a 'pussy' and if 'he didn't man up soon he would become a faggot'. 

Frank showed up with more bruises that night. Gerard knew how abusive Frank's dad was but Frank always begged him not to interfere with there conflicts and Gerard never did, and always regretted it. Frank tires hard to please his father but couldn't bring himself to do it. The year he figured out that he never could be stopped trying and gave all his attention to Gerard.

Gerard was a year older than Frank, maybe only by eleven months. Frank was sixteen and Gerard seventeen.

The two boys layed in Frank's new bed, both letting the warm air wash over them, taking a deep breath every time a breeze shot through the window. Laying side by side in the bed. They both hummed to 'the carpal tunnel of love' by fall out boy. Every thing except of the soft playing of music was calm and quiet.

"FRANK!!" Mr. Iero screamed from down stairs, Frank instantly shot up from the bed making eye contact with Gerard shaking his head as if to say 'don't come down stairs' Gerard knew that he wouldn't he was to scared too do so. He knew it wasn't Frank that was a pussy it was him.

"i-I'm sorry i-i didn't mean to f-forget." Frank tried to sputter out.

"Don't you dare give my this shit i want it done now!!!" Mr. Iero screamed at his son who was looking at the floor trying not make eye contact with his screaming father. All he did was forget to take out the trash, Frank did it as his head hung low, he could feel his fathers burning stare in the back of his head.

Gerard heard every thing that happened down stairs. He heard wen Franks father was screaming at him. He heard franks feet shuffling to the door. He heard when Frank got back inside and went back to his dad. He even heard the slap the was placed upon Frank's face and when his body hit the ground after being shoved to it.

A few minutes passed as frank opened his own door a fresh red mark plastered onto his face, but some how he still smiled when he saw Gerard.

"you okay?" Gerard said

"um- yeah i guess" frank whispered walking to the bed to sit next to Gerard. there was a few minutes of silence so every thing could settle, frank looked at the ceiling while Gerard looked at Frank. Frank was aware of Gerard's starring but didn't care, the mark on his face burned enough but knowing Gerard was there for him meant every thing.

"i- i just cant stop seeing them unless your around me or vi versa" Gerard had broken the silence with his words which scared Frank a little.

"Well i guess its good your always around me." Frank chuckled a little to try to lighten the mood. Gerard mind was racing the voices cept talking to him 'you stupid fuck you'll never have a chance with him' said one 'but if you admit your feelings you'll feel better' he couldn't take it any more.

"can i tell you something?" he said just loud enough for Frank to hear. Franks head shot up staring back at Gerard indicating that Gerard could continue speaking.

"well i-uh i kinda like you-you know like more than my- um friend" Gerard sputtered out.

"im not really surprised we've known each other for so long it was bound to happen" Frank said softly, 'oh shit- oh shit he likes me im not crazy after all' frank heart beat was faster than normal.

"can i try something Frankie?" Gerard whispered. in Franks ears it didn't sound like a question but he shook his head 'yes' any ways

Gerard hands were shaking badly 'don't do it Gerard' one of the voices said,

Gerard started to lean in and stopped for a second before realizing it was to late and he had to do it, he leaned in some more frank was just starting to catch on before he leaned all the way in and closed his eyes and put his lips against Gerard's...

                                                      to be continued...

im sorry i left you on a cliff hanger but you can all probably imagine whats happening do.. might as well right. ill male sure to update as soon as i can. !~~~tj

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