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oh mya 😱

Her luxurious hair and her sweet strong flaws the sound of her voice the switch In her walk the beauty she beholds with the strongest mind followed by the hollow thoughts creating life her smile is bright her eyes are shallow the beauty inside her is yet so beautiful to grow a new beginning she's carrying cherish these two for they will bring you joy. I was only 15 when my mother told my ex boyfriend / baby daddy that now that I think about it I don't see how she let it happen why didn't she tell him leave me alone? Why didn't she protect me? see he was 18 bout to be in college I was 15 just now getting into high school I was stupid to fall for a senior how could I be so dumb too ever think a freshman and a senior could be a good couple I didn't even exist too him when he was around the kids in our school I only existed in the night time or before school started or on the weekend but we never went out to eat nun of that and he Always flirted with girls in front of me they were always older , and he forever lied and said I was his little sister I was dumb for running back but everything happens for a reason I guess. After he does what he does when we get in the car and he notice I'm not speaking to him he goes what's wrong with you baby I'll reply nothing take me home and he goes no you want to go home early for what now I'm shouting over him and he's shouting over me and then he pushed my face into the dashboard and when I started crying and bleeding he calms down and tries to check on me and apologizing I start swinging on him and I unlock the car door and get out and run off he follows behind me and grabs me up I start kicking and screaming and then he whispers in my ear "baby I love you please don't leave me I'm sorry I didn't mean it " I cried hard as hell losing my breath I then said "no you don't you never did and never will you know Ima run back cause you got me wrapped around your finger he puts me down and says "look I'm not trying to hurt you I won't text those girls but I'm keeping our relationship lowkey because I want it to last" (and my dumb ass believed that he was really trying to make it last). Months pass by we are now out for spring break and I'm at his house and he kept me in his room while he's outside sweet talking a girl on the front porch hugging and kissing and feeling on her.i get up and leave out and I walk outside off the porch pass her and him . he looks up and says "aye where the hell are you going" I turn around and flip him off and shout "fuck off" and I storm off I was so hurt I got home in two hours I walked all the way from 19th street to Brooklyn Avenue I get In the house and head straight up to my room he text me "can i come see you or I pick you up and you spend the night with me? ☺😕" I text back " hell no this isn't gonna work out this is weird just cause young does not mean I'm dumb I'm not bout to be kept lowkey quit texting me" have fun being single" I turn my phone off and I sat and started thinking hard couple minutes pass by and then I hear a knock at my door I go down stairs and answer it. "Mya I'm single now you need me I own you you can't break up with me" I shout "no Brandon you don't own me and yes your single you do single shit so you can do single shit and live a single life  I'm 15 I deserve to be with someone like me you're graduating in a couple months anyway go home " I slam the door in his face, but he just wouldn't go no where "Mya let's talk this out " he says. "no get from infront of my house " , I walk away from the door he starts banging on the door I come back "stop it stupid I said go home" he grabs me and kisses me I try to pull away but he holds onto me . "Mya If you leave me I'll kill you and myself let me show you how much I love you " he picks me up and closes and locks the door and heads upstairs to my room he then places me gently in the middle of the bed and closes the door behind him...

😕 soo yeah umm Mya you know what he's about to do now?

Yup I know exactly what he's about to do boy did I mess up...

So back to the story: he's kissing and licking every part of my body he said he loved too hear my moans when he taste me and I push his head down then he stops and says I'm sorry baby I'm really sorry...he slid it in and you know what
Went down the rest of the night..now here I am 5weeks later sick asf wondering why everything happened so fast, my nightmare became reality as I sat with the pregnancy test in my hand in the bathroom I began to cry I had no one to turn too, my mommy was never home and I didn't have a dad my sister stayed in Los Angeles, I just wanted to have a little fun and see what love was about I don't know the half of taking care of a baby..I'm literally a baby myself what am I gonna tell Brandon? How is he gonna react? I can't be in school pregnant that's so embarrassing!

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