Hey.

Cats.
Those are basically my only friends. I mean, along with the other animals that live at my house. Not that I'm complaining, I prefer them over people any day. I don't mean that in a rude way, just that I'm not the most socially gifted person.
And by that, I don't mean I'm one of those 'XD rawr I'm an awkward turtle lol' people. I just, tend to have very few friends out side my family. Not that that's a bad thing, I love my family very much and they are the best people that I could ask for. It's just that, it's different having a friend that's related to you, and that's what I want.
It's strange though, I'm "popular" at my school. I'm surrounded by people who all know me, yet none of them have befriended me. I have my little group, or whatever, but I don't have my person. I want someone (preferably the same gender), that I can talk to, braid their hair, sleepover their house, and be best friends with. That's all I want.
I have older sisters, I'm closer with some more than the others, but I love them all very much. However, they will all leave and I will be alone in my house for a couple years...that scares me. My only friends will be gone, and what will I do? Be a lonely piece of sad sackness? I have the horses and cows to entertain myself, but sometimes it's nice to have who you're talking to talk back.
So, I'm writing, about everything here in this story. As a way to let crap out that real people can hear, and maybe respond to. I don't want advice or anything, just proof that there's actual people out there. I doubt I'll get many readers, but it's just the feeling of spewing thoughts and opinions and whatever. I. Want.
So, welcome to the life of me. Enjoy the show.