Giddey Up Appa! | Kwon Ji Yong | #wattys2017

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✴Ji Yong POV✴
"She's so small." I whisper as I am handed my tiny new born angel.

"Congratulations sir, she's beautiful." The nurse compliments and bows deeply. "Thank you." I say softly not to disturb my little miracle that rested perfectly in my arms.

"I'll get the necessary paperwork quickly." She bowed and hurried out of the room leaving us three alone.

"I don't want that thing." I heard from behind me. "What? Why?" I questioned turning around with our daughter asleep in my arms.

"I don't want it, I hate kids."-" but, you said you wanted to have kids and have a family with me, and be together forever."-" I can't, I don't want that little parasite getting in the way of my plan."-" plan?"-" I said that out loud didn't I?"-" you were just using me weren't you." I sighed walking to the far corner where her capsule was with a arm chair next to her.

"Sir, here's the paperwork." The nurse said while walking in and passing me a small stack of paper work, who knew there was so much paperwork to do with having a kid.

I took the paper and put it on the chair before putting Ji Su carefully in her capsule. "These are the basic custody forms and here's her birth certificate." She passed me a cardboard certificate to be signed too.

"Thank you ms." I bowed and sat down to sign the forms and added a note at the bottom that the mother didn't want her.

Just when I stood up to take the papers to the front desk, Ji Su started to cry so I put down the papers and picked her up, cradling her in my arms.

Just then, with all her strength, she opened her tiny eyes for the first time. I immediately smiled widely and hugged her gently. I felt a ping to my heart when I realized all that has gone on currently.

I mean I just found out that the woman I have loved for years and had a child with has been using me and this little girl is going to be growing up without a mother.

A tear rolled down my cheek and before I knew it, I was sobbing while holding Ji Su's little body.

By this point she had calmed down and was now asleep as I swayed on the spot, crying.

"Knockie knockie!" I heard a familiar voice of my best friend, Tae cheer while walking in with a bunch of pink balloons and a large teddy bear under his arm.

"Yo dongsaeng, you okay?" He placed the things down and approached me with a concerned look. "Bro, what's up?" His hand found its way to my shoulder.

"I-I'm fine." I sniffled as I put Ji Su back down.

"Yah, I know you, you're not fine." He pulled a tissue out of his pocket and wiped my face. I swear this hyung is the tissue fairy, he always has tissues with him.

"Now what's up." He pulled a chair to where I was now sitting down.

"Her." I let out a sigh. "She doesn't want Ji Su-ie and she's been using me this whole time for my money and fame."-" woah, dude that's 4 years. Gosh." He sighed in his hands before Ji Su caught our attention as she started burbling.

"Aww, may I hold her."-" course hyung, you don't have to ask." I nodded and watch him carefully pick her up. "Your cute with kids hyung." I chuckled as he cradled her in her arms. "You know I love kids." He chuckled back as she looked up at him.

"Hiye." He cooed smiling down at her. He started filling funny faces and talking to her, making her giggle. Dammit I hope I don't lose her too, if I do I don't know what will happen. I won't be able to be myself with the burden of losing her aswell.

As I stared at them both in awe and from the corner of my eye I saw the rest of Big Bang walk in. "hyung! Where's your baby I want to see it!" Dae said a bit to load in which I put a finger up to my mouth and a made a 'shh' sound.

"Sorry hyung." He bowed putting a few pink bags on the ground next to the teddy bear Tae brought.

"Yo hyung, what's all that?" I asked Tabi while pointing to the bags.

"Dae and Ri Ri begged to begged to go shopping for her."

"Aish, these kids." I sighed rubbing my forehead. "Yah, hyung we're here you know."-" yes I know makane." I retorted as Tabi was curiously looking at Ji Su over Tae's shoulder.

"She's so small." He whispered, not taking his eyes off her.

Soon the other two surrounded her which made her cry being so crowded.

"Here, sorry she's crying." Tae passed her to me carefully and I tried my best to make her stop crying but nothing worked. "What's going on? Why is she still crying?" I questioned while she was on my legs and I stroked her small head.

"Maybe she's hungry? Has she had anything?"-" no I don't think she has, the mother doesn't want her though." I looked at her mom that was still sleeping.

"Wait what?!" Tabi, Ri Ri and Dae all questioned looking at me. "Yeah, she even called her a parasite."-" Ji Ji stop, your gonna cry again." Tae rubbed my back.

"I'll get a nurse for Ji Su-ya's bottle."-" could you take this to the front desk aswell please you two?"-" sure hyung" I handed the two makane's the papers I had to sign and they went off.

"You okay Ji?" Tabi asked, not taking his eyes off of Ji Su still. "Yeah, just concerned for the future."-" don't be worried, we'll help and I'm sure everyone in YG will be more than happy to help aswell."-" gosh, your woman hormones are really kicking in now." I laughed at Tae's comment. "You really do sound like a woman tabi."-" quiet you two," he pouted folding his arms which we continued to snicker at.

"We are back from our quest!" Daeri chanted walking in with the nurse behind them carrying a small bottle. "Here sir, you can feed her if you want."-" thank you. By the way, when can. She leave?"-" the mother can usually leave after 2-3 days and the baby has to stay about 8 days and has to stay inside for 6 weeks to make sure she doesn't catch something."-" okay, thank you." I smiled as I started to feed her but not before some struggle in which Tae helped with.

I guess this is my life now, a perfect job, a perfect daughter, great friends... I'm glad that I'm living this life...

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