START & END with LOVING YOU ♪v(*'-^*)^☆

I just wanna share this love story.... A story of a girl who really had an affection bout her ultimate crush....and this story is all about me...about US..❤️

In life, things that is meant to happen will really happen in the right time...the way it should be... Things that you dont expect to happen...things that surprise you and will give you hope for the future...

I have been longing for someone...someone that far from a so called "PERFECT BOYFRIEND"... hmmm i dont need a princecharming-like guy, who will bring you flowers and chocolates, that will bring you out for a date to a classy restaurants and have a candle light dinner, a tall dark and handsome-kind of ideal man instead, i simply need someone who will make me smile even by a small things that he'll do for me....a simple kiss that will give me butterflies, those sweet iloveyou's that will melt my heart and a loving heart that will shelter me from any harm... im not that kind of a girl who will go only for looks...looks can be deceiving! I know that its part but not that necessary...i prefer to fall for an attitude of a man who is very faithful and humble..❤️ It doesnt matter if he/she is handsome or not, its not that necessary for me because when a person is nice to me, then everything with him/her will look good also, inside and out...but God was so great when he gave me the man of my dream...a person who is so PERFECT for me

(SHE) was my FIRST LOVE, my FIRST KISS and MY BEGINNING... i was in a middle of nowhere, like an innocent mind, didnt even know the feeling of beling inlove or be loved...but when my heart started to feel something different for her, i was like "oh, maybe its just a puppy love" (for teens)... We were in grade 6 that time when we had our GIRL SCOUT CAMPING little bit far from our place. During the camp, i saw these guys (lesbians) came from other school...i dont know but i felt something different that time. I felt like im having a crush on one of them. Her name is Yang. She's a kinda shy type person. I havent talked with her that time and some of my friends and those girls from other school was like courting her or was just like asking her phone number etc. we just stayed there like 2-3 days if im not mistaken. Everyday i wanted to see her in the crowd. Lots of girls liked her.

One day, someone just gave me her phone number. we didnt have any

mobile phones that time so we just used landline phones. However, we talked through phone and i forgot how we really started our conversation. Always til late at night we used to talked about random things, nothing so serious coz were just so young and nothings more interesting than our everyday lifestyle esp. In school ..I knew that not only me was calling her everyday but i dont know, its like we spent too much time on the phone. Maybe i used to called her everyday thats why she didnt have any choice other than to entertain me haha. My bestfriends knows her too. Then we started to visit them once in a while. We're not that far from each other but we had to ride (jeepneys) to get there. After how many months we became closer and closer everyday. Even alone i used to go there just to see her even if she didnt know that i was there. Just to skip from home and visit her, it was just my contentment. Im kinda shy to tell my friends how i really felt for her so i kept it to myself.

After we graduated grade school, i havent seen her for almost 14 years since i left our province... it was not easy to keep intouch after a long long years of being friends.. But we used to exchanged letters... I dont know how it started when i wrote her letters.. From manila to butuan... Then surprisingly she mailed me back and that was it...seldom i called her through long distance calls.. Used to walked along highways just to grab a public pay phones...t'was an owesome feelings!!! I swear! Ive never been doing like that to anyone else...theres something strange bout something... I just remember even during at noon time.. Too hot weather, no umbrella, i used to go out just to buy "stationaries" where i can write my letters for her.. Walked for a couple of minutes to reach the bookstore...i was so happy that time but things has changed after we entered high school... feelings might be mutual but our situation didnt allow us to have that relation before... But in my heart i kept her. Ive kept the memories that we had... It stays in my heart this long..i kept my love for her, i really took care of it til the time when she asked me to be HERs.❤️ the feelings still the same. It becomes more engaging instead..❤️Our friendship is so precious... One of the best things was that we got back our communication after so many years has passed.. shes still the same person that i was once knew...we've been through lots of struggles separately, with our little own world..she got HERs and i got mine too... til time brought us together when we never expected to be in, we never planned, we never thought it could possibly be like this.. before i was so confused what the future held for me before she became my lover... but FATE led me to her and taught me how to cherish what life threw us.. she was my inspiration way back in grade school... I really thought she will be just one of those friends i really admire but now destiny put us back together in a form of LOVE, i'll never let any split of second to show how much happy i am and how much i love her... ive been to a relationship before where i thought would last forever but those were the days that God wanted me to learn from life's ups and downs..how to let go of people who never meant to be with me how to value relationships, how to respect, how to honor my partner and how to love unconditionally...(but that was just a part of my past to learned from it and be the woman i am now:) maybe not everybody understands us, not everybody will accept us for having this kind of relationship.. But i have that FAITH to keep the fire burning..coz when i love someone i really give everything, sacrifice anything and give the best as i can

I am so happy that she's in my life now..i will not disappoint her, i will respect her, love her, honor her, be loyal to her, be faithful and be a loving caring girlfriend... i am far from a perfect gf but my love is pure, its priceless... i know its worth the wait... its worth all the heartaches that ive been through before..she's an answered prayer to me..one of the most precious gifts i received from heaven

She's one of a kind person.. Someone who never cease to leave me no matter what, someone that will kiss me when i feel so down and cheer me up, someone that will provide anything just to make me happy, she's someone who is very selfish coz she really dont want to share me to anybody else, someone who will love me unconditionally, some that will defend me, from anyone or anything, to support me all the way, accept me who i really am without judging me, someone who will Not hurt me, someone who i can turn to and lean on whenever i need her companion...she's a gift...she's soooooo loving and caring.. A thoughtful bf, someone i can call a "PERFECT LOVER" we're a perfect couple.. In a way that we learn how to forgive each other when we did something wrong, we're a couple who fights because we dont wanna lose each other, a couple who believes in a magical mystery ride of love, who have faith that everything will be granted in God's perfect time, who believes that TRUE LOVE can wait, who never think about of breaking each others heart...❤️accepting, loving and understanding others opinion, instead...

I wanna thank God for letting me experiece this fairytale-like love story..i wanna thank Him for giving me too many chances in love, to learn something from it and giving out anything that i can give in return

She deserve to be love... Shes a very nice and humble person... She must be my DESTINY and my FOREVER... im so THANKFUL and BLESSED for having her as my better behalf... more power to our relationship and i wish us to have a long long long lasting relation ever with her..no one but only with her

Mylove,

Thank you for everything....

I know that you and me were meant to be...What would it take to realize, That in my heart No matter what they say When it comes to love two hearts are inseparableNothing is impossibleThere's so many reasons why our love is guaranteed, so many reasons why i can't hide this feelings..i want to shout to the whole wide world how lucky i am to have you and how much i love you everyday everynight every second of the day..every waking day of my life i miss you and i do love you and no one but YOU! I PROMISE TO FIGHT FOR YOU FIGHT FOR OUR RELATIONSHIP...

Just what you mean the world to me....i need you in my life, to be with me til i die..... To share all my lifetime and grow old with you..i love you will all my heart, with all my existence...TIL DEATH DO US PART mahalko, chui nako, my prince, mylove, my everything❤️

God bless our relationship love.. I wish nothing but to have the BEST OF BOTH WORLD...mmwaaaah hugs to my sweeetest lover... imissyou every now and then.... Take care always and always remember that I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YESTERDAY AND I WILL LOVE YOU TODAY TIL FOREVER THROUGH...❤️

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