Clexa: The jealousy journey

Jealousy

I'm sorry. I'm a mess. I really fucked it up. I didn't mean it. I... uh... mmmm... I got jealous... I wish haven't done that. Well just... she's... Fuck, Lexa! What would I supposed to do!? God! I'm jealous, I know, but, I'm in love with you. So... yeah! I... aaaamm... I'm in love with you. Shit! I already said that... I'm going to leave you alone... Bye... oi! Aaammm... if you haven't changed your mind, ring me... I'll be waiting... Lexa... I really, really, really love you. So... yeah! I fucked it up. I'm fucked... I'm fucked without you. Shit! I love you so much. Please, ring me back!

"Do you think this would work?" Raven looked into Clarke's blue eyes.

"I don't know. I can only hope." Her blue eyes were sad. "Fuck, Rave! I'm such a fucking bitch!" She sat on her bed. Raven was laying there looking at her friend going mental.

"Why were you so angry? Lexa loves you. You know that. She was with us. Do you think we would let anything happens to your girl? Fuck, Clarke, Heda is crazy for you, even blind people can see that. So, what happen, asshole?"

"I was jealous. Costia is Lexa's ex." The blonde fell on her bed feeling weak, angry, guilty and jealous, so jealous.

"Her?" The brunette eyes got bigger in surprise. "Fuck me! She's a model, right? I mean... Holly fuck, Clarke! She's stunning. Like, she is not even real. She has legs so long and muscular, her black hair is almost dark blue, she has killer abs, and those eyes... they are like honey... my good! Fucking Heda! She's got game. I wouldn't mind if Costia would give me the eye." Raven smiled.

"Fucking incredible! My very straight mate is drooling all over my girlfriend's ex. Thank you!" The blonde put a pillow over her face. She was fucked.

"Mate! Easy! We've never got to met Costia. She was having a very secretive relation with Lexa. I thought she was ugly as fuck, but mate, was I wrong? ... Look, Lexa loves you. O.k? Just... relax. Give her time." Raven took the pillow out of her friend's face.

"How much, how much fucking time, Rave?" Raven laughed. She loved Clarke, but her friend was too intense sometimes. "She hasn't called me... in like... two hours. Why?"

"Clarke. You almost bit her head off! You called her a cheater, slapped her and then ran away. So, give her some space." Raven hugged her friend. "You are a crazy bitch! But Lexa knows you. And God only knows why, she is crazy in love with you. So, stop being all mental. And rest. O.k?" Clarke puts her face on her friend's shoulder.

"O.k. I will. I promise."

***

Clarke was an eighteen years old girl. She happen to fell in love with no other than Alexandria "Heda" Woods. The captain of the female rugby team. The most respected girl at the Arkadia College. Lexa, with her whole team, had won three championship in a row since Lexa was a regular player. The coach made Lexa the captain after the third championship, and with Anya, Octavia, Echo, and Raven, they were the unstoppable team. The problem was Lexa's attitude. She was a total jerk. Full of herself, always looking down on people. Everybody was drooling over her, hating her, loving her, or wanting to be her. So obviously she misbehave. And knowing that she was the only one who could guide the team to glory, and the sports were so important in that school, of course she was the poster-girl of sassiness.

Clarke was an artist, a very talented one. So full of hope, illusion, love and compassion. She was the new girl. Everybody called her the princess, she was lovely, witty and rich, so rich that nobody understood why she was attending at a state school. The first time they introduce themselves was in the twelve year, at the winter ball.