Say Something (Narry One-Shot)

*Niall's P.O.V*

"Say something I'm giving up on you
And I will swallow my my pride
You're the one that I love
And I'm saying goodbye.

Say something I'm giving up on you
And I'm sorry that I couldn't get to you
And anywhere I would of followed you, oh oh

Say something I'm giving up on you
Say something I'm giving up on you

Say something."

I let the tears fall down my face, while listening to the song, which I've listened to for like the 10th time, I can't help but feel like this song tells what I'm going through right now. The boys went out to celebrate after our concert but I told them I wasn't feeling it today. Liam gave me a concerned look but knew I needed space and well Louis and Harry where in their own little world.

Here I am, lying on my bed, with tears rolling down my cheeks, debating whether to stay and brake my heart by seeing the one I love with someone else or leave and forget everything and start new. You don't know how much I want to tell Harry that I love him, not like a friend but a lover. He doesn't know how much I want to hug him when he's sad or in need of a friend, to kiss him when he's in need of love and reassurance, to cuddle him when he feels cold and to love him like every beautiful person deserves. He just doesn't know that I would die for him, but it seems that I'm dying because of him and to be honest I don't know how long I can take it.

I am snapped out of my deep thoughts by voices in the hall of the hotel and realize that it's the boys, I quickly dry my face with the blankets and close my eyes in hope that the boys leave me alone. I hear the door open and footsteps coming closer to the bed, I hear the person sigh and feel him sit down on the bed.

"Niall?" It's Liam. Thank god.

I hear him sigh again but this time his sigh seems a little bit sad. "Niall where you crying? I know you're not sleeping, please talk to me Ni. I miss my friend." I hear his voice crack and I open my eyes and see him with tears in his eyes. I sit up from my bed and wipe away the tears that are about to roll down.

"I'm sorry Li. I just- I- everything hurts Li." I stutter and end with a heartbreaking sob. Liam instantly sweeps me in his arms and comforts me.

"What hurts Ni?"

"My heart."

"Why Ni? Who's hurting you?" He said concern in his voice.

"Harry." I tell him simply.

I look at him and he has a confused look at first but then it dawns him what I mean and he just holds me tighter while the tears roll down faster down my face.

"I'm sorry Ni. I didn't realize you loved him. I should've seen the signals you gave every time you were around them. I feel so stupid right now." He end with a frustrating sigh.

"You're not stupid Li, I guess no one would really guess it. If Zayn was here he probably would." I say, my voice braking when talking about Zayn. I miss Zayn he was my best friend and he always looked after me like a big brother would do with his little brother.

"Niall? Do you miss Zayn?" I nod. "Do you want me to call him, so you can talk to him?" I nod again. "Ok, I'll be right back."

Once he left, I decided to lay down on the bed again and hug the blankets. After a few minutes Liam comes back with his phone on his hands, he gives me the phone and steps out to let me have my privacy, I put the phone in my ear and let out a sob once I hear the voice I haven't heard in three years.

"Hey Ni. Liam called saying that you needed to talk to me. Are you ok?" He tells with the most sweet and calm voice and it only makes me brake more.

"Z-Zayn? I-I miss you. I w-wish you were here. I-I feel so lonely."

"Oh Niall. What's wrong buddy?"

"I-it's Harry. And Louis. Z-Zayn I-I love-e H-Harry but h-he doesn't love m-me, he only loves L-Louis. And I don't think I-I can take it anymore."

"You know, I always knew you had a little thing for him but I never thought you would end up falling in love with him. And I definitely didn't see Larry Stylinson happening ether. Please Ni, he doesn't deserve your tears, plus you deserve better, please don't do anything. We all love you, please."

"I'm sorry. I-I just can't do this anymore. Goodbye Zayn. Thank you for always being there for me. You don't know how much it meant to me, I love you Zaynie." And before he could say anything I hang up.

I get up from the bed and looked for a notebook and a pen, once I find the two things I was looking for I sit down on the bed and start writing a letter for that person who has my world in his hands, not Harry but Louis. I step out of the room and see that no one was around so I grab my car keys and head to my car, at first Paul wouldn't let me go but I assured him I would be fine and that I would call if I got mobbed or something. After much begging he finally decides to let me go, but before I leave I hug him and give him a small thank you, not knowing it was the last time he would see me.

I get in the car and decide to drive until I knew what I wanted to do. They say when you ask you shall receive, and I asked for everything to end and I got my wish when I saw train lights heading towards me, I was confused but then I realized I stopped in front on the railroads. I close my eyes and the last tear rolled down my cheek.

*Louis' P.O.V*

I woke up all of a sudden with an awful feeling in the pit of my stomach like something bad was about to happen but I push that feeling aside. I looked down and saw my beautiful boyfriend lying next to me, I was snapped out of my trance by Liam walking in to my hotel room. Once he got close to me I saw his face and he looked like he was concerned and tired.

"Liam, mate you ok?" He simply nodded and handed me an envelope. I grabbed it and at the same time Harry started waking up.

"What's wrong Lou?" He says with sleep still evident in his voice. Before I could answer I see Liam leave the room and I turn to see Harry again.

"Nothing. Liam just came in and gave me this envelope, which has Niall's handwriting. Hmm, let's see." Harry sits up and waits for me to open the envelope. I open it and I was left shocked from what I had just read.

"To Louis,
Be happy Harry picked you, you're living my dream.
From, Niall."

I looked at Harry and I saw the tears in his eyes, he suddenly got up and ran out of the room probably going to look for Niall. I was left in state of shock but I was snapped out of it after I hear a bloody scream come from Harry, I got up and went to Niall's room only to see him in Liam arms. Liam looked up and gave me a piece of paper that only said a few words but knowing that they would change our life's; I can't do this anymore, I'm sorry.

The phone rings and I feel the same feeling I got when I woke up, I knew that it was bad news. And I was right, Niall James Horan was found dead on March 25, 2019 with broken bones but mostly,

A broken heart.

A/N:

So what do you guys think? I needed to put Zayn 'cause I miss him and I feel like Zayn was very protective of Niall. Anywho that was my first one-shot, I don't like them ending sad but it had to be this way.