I don't know why I bother to try;
even though I know, you'll never going to be satisfied.
I'm not what you want, I'm not what you need.
but you're twisting and turning my reality.
I'm lost in the shuffle,
buried with my troubles.
you're killing my emotions, you're losing my trust.
you always look at me with a sense of disgust.
this is my world, and you are my fear.
I think things would be better without you near.
I'm losing myself and I'm cowarding down to you.
you're words are permanent to me, just like a tattoo.
you're always right behind me, pushing me too far.
cut me open, scan the pattern of my scars.
all these people think they're so tough.
how bout' you try being reminded that you're never good enough?
you're killing me slowly, I'm almost dead.
I imagine you smile as you drift off to bed.
this isn't right, this isn't fair.
it's nothing, I don't expect you to care.
I'll paint this world, with my list of regrets.
I'll burn this city with my ashes &: I'll forget
that you weren't there.
maybe I'll be saved from this horrid despair.
I know whose right and I know whose wrong.
but you'll figure it out, once I'm finally gone
