You're The Reason I'm Still Alive///Kellic

Chapter one?

Vic's p.o.v

School was already torture, let alone going to a new school. It only got worse when I found out none of my friends were going to the same school.

"Victor! Are you ready?" I heard my mum yell from down stairs.

"Yes coming!" I said quietly, walking down stairs. I was nervous, like always. But nothing as bad as this. I played with my fingers as I sat in the back of my mums car.

"Vic, why are you nervous?" Mike asked, turning around to look at me.
I shrugged in response, I knew my voice would be shaky.

"Well, where here.." my mum said, looking back at me.
I nodded, climbing out of the car.

I looked down, not noticing that people were whispering about me.

"I think that's the new kid.." I heard one say. Mutters were followed after that comment was made.

I sighed, tensing up at bit. I could be bothered speaking to any of them. I still missed my friends at my old school. I looked up, noticing that mike had already and obviously made friends. He was a social butterfly. But on the other hand, I was the complete opposite. I was terrible at making new friends, that's why I basically never talked to anyone. I was great full for the friends that I had, but when I lost them, my world came crashing down.

I sighed, plugging in my headphones, sitting at a bench under a tree. I glanced up at the tree, it looked like it had been ripped straight out of a horror movie.
I looked down, smiling a bit, knowing that my favourite song came on. I looked up and noticed that someone had sat next to me. He had beautiful black hair, draping across his face with ocean blue eyes.

"Hahah! Kellins got a boyfriend" chanted a person, standing a few meters away from me. Other people started laughing and pointing at us.

"Fuck off..." said the boy, giving them the middle finger.

He rolled his eyes and turned to me.

"Sorry, err I'm Kellin.." he said, looking into my eyes. My heart fluttered.

"I-I'm..v-vic... beautiful...name...wait no Kellins a nice name" I forced a smile onto my face, but inside I was internally screaming.

"Heh...vics a nice name too.." He said, his voice shaky. I could tell form then, he wasn't must of a talker. But on the other hand, once you became friends with me, I will never shut up.

"Anyway...err what are you doing sitting with a loser like me? You look like someone who would have so many friends." I said, looking down, starting to relax a bit. My heart was still beating rapidly in my chest.

"You're funny. I don't...have many..friends. Come to think of it..I don't think I have any..." He joked, looking down on me.
A smile appeared onto my face as I looked back up at him.

I gasped, sitting up.
"A person like you has..no friends...? Dude, whoever didnt wanna make friends with you, there missing out on a lot. I Mean...a lot. You're beautiful, girls should be all over you!" The words slipped from it of my mouth without realising. I blushed a shade of red, hiding my face with my jumper so he didn't see.

"Oh..heh...well funnyly enough..I'm gay." He said, looking down on me.

He was gay?
I thought, looking back up at him.

"Really? I actually don't know what sexuality I am" I replied honestly, I always thought I was straight, but now I don't know.

He stood up, reaching his hand out to help me up.
I shakily gave him my hand as he pulled me up.

"Geez, you're light...like very light.." he said, sounding concerned for me.

"I don't eat much of anything really, I've been teased about my weight, but I'm happy with what I am" I said, forcing a smile onto my face.

He blushed and scanned my skinny body.

"Why did you get teased...you look fine..." He said, still not letting go of my hand.

I looked down, my hair covering my face so he couldn't see I was blushing madly.

"Dude.. no I'm not." I said, sterner than I was meant to sound.

I stumbled, accidentally loosing my balance and chuckles.
"Dude, you look great!" I say, nudging him in the side.

I could hear the other kids, whispering about it, but when I was with Kellin, I felt like I could ignore them forever.

"Anyway...I have my classes now...see you around" Kellin said, eventually letting go of my hand. I waved bye, walking toward the building.

"Hey! You got yourself a boyfriend? Faggot." Said one person, walking up to me. Of course he was way taller than me. He leant over me, taking advantage of my height.
I didn't respond, I didn't wanna talk to anyone now. Plus, I didn't need to.

"what do you want..?" I said, trying to sound more confident than I was.
I looked around me, looking for a way to get out, but a few kids had gathered around me. I started to shake, nervously sweating.

One kid grabbed me by the collar of my shirt and stared into my eyes. "This years only going to get worse" he said sternly, almost throwing me down. I lost my balance and fell back onto the bench.
Where was Kellin when you needed him..?

I picked myself up again, walking towards the building.
This years only going to get worse, this years only going to get worse

It replayed In my head as I walked close to the wall.
I walked to my locker and saw Kellin, standing there. Butterflies exploded in my stomach as he glanced at me, with a huge grin on his face.