Have you ever felt that people actually hate you? That you just think that you're a piece of garbage but then your "friend" tries to comfort you? But in hear head, she knows that you ARE garbage.
Someone that just shouldn't exist. Someone that shouldn't really be born. A mistake.
And they know...
But never really tells you.
It's funny, if they don't really like it. They should just say it, if you really are a friend you shouldn't do that. You shouldn't think that.
But then, who am I to talk?
I just hurt and push those away from me.
People that comfort you, do they really want to help? Do they really do that for you?
Or do they do that because they want people to think that they're nice.
In reality, most people care only for themselves. They want to help someone to gain popularity, to be recognized.
To make people think you're a saint.
People who say, "if you need anyone, you can talk to me." Have you ever wondered if that were true? Are they really there for you?
Do you sometimes think that maybe they think you're an annoyance. And that you should really just die.
Ever thought of that?
Well think, you have to. Because people wear thick masks, no one's really themselves.
Everyone has a mask to hide the real person they are.
