If I let you go

First date

"What would you say to a date tomorrow ?" "I would say yes." He smiled. "Great. I'll pick you up." "I cannot wait. But it's late. I should go home now." "Good night Lina." "Good night Shane." He hugged me and kissed me on my cheek.
I was super nervous at the next day. It was March and not really warm. So I took on my jeans and a blouse with jacket. At 6pm the doorbell rung. "That's Shane.", I screamed, run to the door and opened it before my parents or brothers could do it. "Hi Shane." "Hi Lina. You're looking great. Here for you." "Thank you. I love flowers. Come in." "Would you like to introduce us this young gentleman Lina?", my mother smiled. "That's Shane. Shane, my mum and dad and my little brothers Lucas and Leon." "Nice to meet you." "When will you bring our daughter back Shane?", my dad asked. "I'll bring her back at 10pm, if that's ok?" "That's what I want to hear. Have fun tonight." "Bye dad."
Shane opened his passenger door for me. "Thank you." "You're family is nice." "You don't know my brothers.", I smiled. "How old are they?" "Lucas is 12 and Leon is 9." "I remember me when I was at this age and one of my sisters had a date.", he grinned. "Where are we going to?" "I thought we could go to the cinema and later to the beach." "Yes, great." It was romantic movie and Shane was looking at me the whole time and I looked at him.
We were walking at the beach after the cinema. "That was a great movie?" "Was it Lina? I only looked in your beautiful blue eyes the whole time and thought.....", he swallowed and stopped walking. "What did you think?" "I thought how would it feel to kiss her?" "And will you kiss me now?" "No Lina." I swallowed. "Don't understand me wrong, but it's the first date." "You're not kissing at first dates?" He shoked his head. "Then we need a second date.", I smiled. "But I have no time before the next weekend." "That's ok. My parents would not allow me to date a guy when it's school at the next day." "Did you have many dates?" "Honestly?" "Honestly." "You know I'm 15. I was out with some guys from my class or from one class over me. But always with other friends too." "So today it's your first real date?" "Yes." "And your first kiss?" I laughed. "I was 12 and he 13." "Did you like it?" "It wasn't with tounge. I had no kiss with tounge with the boys I was out. We were together, but it was not real relationship." He smiled. "How many girls did you kiss with tounge?" "Only one." He put his arm around me and we enjoyed it being together and watching the sunset.
When we saw us in school, we always stand together. At the Friday of our second date Shane was really nervous. He went with me to a restaurant. "Why are you nervous Shane?" "I have to leave you tomorrow. Louis wants us to come to Dublin tomorrow." I got tears in my eyes. "Don't cry Lina." I got up and run out of the restaurant. "Lina wait.", he run behind me. "You're telling me today that you're leaving me again?" "But I didn't know it. Louis called me today." "And when will you be back?" "I don't know. May or June." "What?" "Lina, please let us enjoy the evening." "We cannot go back to the restaurant now." "Then let's go home to me. I'll cook for us."
"That was delicious. Where have you learned to cook?" "My mum is a good cook. I always helped her." "When do you have to go tomorrow?" "At 7 in the morning." Tears run down my cheek. Shane whiped them away. He took my hand. "Come with me. I want to show you the beautiful view from my balcony." The moon was shining down to us. Shane looked deep in my eyes. Then he kissed me. My breathe went faster. Then I kissed him back. First with lips, but then I felt his tounge on my lips. I opened my mouth for him. Our tounges played a wild game. And we didn't stop till someone knocked on the door. "Come in please." "Oh Shane, I didn't want to disturb you.", his mum got a read head. "How can I help you mum?" "Louis Walsh is here. He said that you should pack your case now." "But we're driving tomorrow." "Oh Shane, no, I'm so sorry. You have to go now." "Now?" Shane looked at me. "Lina, I don't want to leave you on our date." "Shane, it's for your dream. I'll wait for you." "When I'm back, we'll go out again. I promise you that our next date will be better." "Oh Shane. That was a wonderful date." Shanes mum left us alone. "It's better if you go now, before I pack my case. So it's not to hard to say goodbye." "I'm gonna miss you Shane." We hugged us and Shane gave me a last gently kiss. Then I went downstairs. I saw Louis waiting there. He saw me crying but said only hello to me.