• Justin Bieber One Shots •

Confessions

Having a famous best friend as someone who isn't famous is probably one of the most difficult things someone can experience, especially if it's Justin Bieber.

What's even more difficult is that millions of girls are in love with him; including me.

I couldn't tell you how jealous I am of all the strippers Justin has been with and all of the girls Justin has dated. I've been here since he first brought up how cute Selena was. I've been here since he began a downfall into drinking and marijuana. I'm still here and I don't plan to leave.

Justin is finally back from tour, and I was just enjoying his company at my house, listening to him ramble about clubbing and the Beliebers and the performances. He was so cute, getting all excited about it.

"I'm glad you had fun," I said with a smile.
"Lilly, are you okay?" he asked me, his expression suddenly turning concerned.
"Yeah, why?"
"You seem tense. Or, like, you're holding something back. You know you can tell me anything."
I gulped nervously and contemplated whether I should tell him. "It's nothing. I'm just happy you're back. Why do you say that I'm holding something back?"
"Because I know you are."

I bit my lip and scanned the room around me, trying to find a way out of the conversation. I felt his gaze burning through my cheek and I sighed softly.

"I just can't believe that we've been best friends for almost 8 years and you were too fucking stupid to realise that I've had feelings for you this whole time," I said, glaring into his eyes, scanning his face for a reaction. His face fell and his eyes widened.
"L-Lilly.. I don't know what to say," he spoke softly, looking at the floor in shock.
"You don't have to say anything. I know you don't feel the same way-"
"I do, okay?!" he snapped. I couldn't help but stare at him, dumbfounded. "The only reason I dated those girls, including Selena, was to boost their celebrity status. I don't actually have feelings for them. They only wanted me for my money anyways."

At this point, I was just angry. I stood up and paced around the room in a fit of anger before facing him.

"Then why didn't you say anything? Why did it take me having to nearly break down in front of you before you said anything?"
Justin stood up and took my hands. "Because I was too stupid to realise that you loved me for who I was and not for my money or my fame, Lilly!" Tears began to well up in his eyes and he bit his lip. He let go of me and faced away from me.

"Lilly, I was fucked up and my head was in the clouds for a very long time. I was caught up in the fame and the money and the drugs. I was too focused on the attentio everyone else was giving me and not the attention you gave me. You were here for me through all of my fucked up shit and I don't deserve you. I'm just glad I have you, Lilly."

I could hear the pain in his voice and it was heartbreaking. I walked over in front of him and held his hands, looking him in the eyes.

"I'm here for you. Always. That has never changed, and it never will change. Okay?" I reassured with a soft voice. He grinned.
"Okay."
"I love you, Justin."
He blushed and chuckled. "I love you too, Lilly."

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A/N: I hope that was a good start to this one shot collection! I really want to continue writing! Let me know in the comments if you want more! :)