My Future man,
Let me tell you a few secrets
Truths about me peharps
I've saved in a poem for two
For these I'll never tell you
So learn them by heart
Cherish them they'll be your treat
And use them when you're mine
And I have let myself be yours
My face will scare you away
And when you get past it
My attitude will petrify you
I know too well my way
And the things I value
My desires for my life
So I'll ask you tough questions
And blast you with my answers
Endure my person.
I'm not looking for you
I'm waiting for you to find me.
And when you do I'll love you
So immensely you'll panic
But don't ask me to live in today
Or see where it goes some day
I'm wild, a kind of happy-go-lukcy
I have never known caution,
Love my extreme.
I'll jump in your mud
And it will shake you the thud
I have never known how to keep
Toe or knee level
I always go waist deep
Only my arms stay above
To brush your hair,
To fix your puddles
Let me.
I'll hardly be jealous
And it will annoy you
Maybe make you feel disposable
Stay put and know
I felt the pinch,
I just didn't flinch
But once in a while I'll flip
So I hear your from your lips
Profess me
Over time you'll learn my battles
Every single dilemna
Misunderstandings
Those that sting like nettle
The wars inside, outside
I'll put a tough face
But only you will see me crash
And my vulnerabilities splash
Then, protect me
I'll say no
To your food offer
But I'll eat half of yours
If you get only one.
I'll hardly admit I need help
I've learnt to get by alone
So help me always
Pull me, push me
Help me soar
I'm abit spoilt
I'll expect you to be gentle
Chivalry is key not a must
Don't forget my birthday
I've celebrated since I was one.
And when you fail me
But can't apologise
Text me I won't mind
It's what I'll do half the time.
I'll spoil you too
With poems such as this
And gifts and food
I'll serve the world on your plates
Your all-time favourites
And create new bites
I'll keep you sharp
I'll support you
Allow me.
Most times
I'll chat you up
I don't know when to shut up
Other times
I'll make fun of you
And laugh till my bones break
I know
You'll need silence at times
Then, Let me know.
I'm very forward out there
And it will puzzle you
Why I don't anger with you
I have never had a clue
How to anger at those I lobe
I'll push you away
And refuse to be touched
At such times
Hold me tightest.
As you can see
I'm a work in progress
And extremely imperfect
But I'll love you perfectly
I'm not waiting this long
God hasn't kept you for me
To make our lives a mess
Or terrorise our souls
Be patient.
The girl you must find,
Love always
Me.
-Caramel
