A thousand miles away, a girl is patiently waiting.
For a word. A reminder. A glimpse.
A thousand miles away, a girl is trying hard.
Not to cry. And forget. And lose.
A thousand miles away, a girl is afraid.
With what's happening. What to happen. And the cost.
A thousand miles away, a girl tries to think.
Of possible explanations. Answers. Solutions.
A thousand miles away, a girl hides her doubts.
Her inconsistencies and guilt. Her fears. Her tears.
A thousand miles away, a girl is silently still.
Daydreaming. Feeling. Hoping.
But a thousand miles away, the girl realizes.
That the hope was treacherous.
The doubts are not going away.
Yet the heart still beats.
It still calls for that boy, a thousand miles away.
On a bed alone. In pain. Recovering.
It still hopes for that boy, a thousand miles away.
To see. To hear. To touch.
It still wonders for that boy, a thousand miles away.
If it's a different face. A stranger. Or if it's just his heart.
It still wishes for that boy, a thousand miles away.
To reveal. To bare. To speak.
It still prays for that boy, a thousand miles away.
To be true. To be real. To be hers.
It still beats for that boy, a thousand miles away.
Who has found her. Who made her fall. Who loves her.
A thousand miles can't contain the ache.
Can't settle the score. Can't promise her faith.
A thousand miles won't let them be.
Won't let them see. Won't let them free.
These thousand miles, I curse.
Too much of a coward to blame it on us.
These thousand miles, I loathe.
A nuisance. An unnecessary predicament which causes my insanity.
These thousand miles, I hope.
Will finally end. Will let me continue with clarity. Or will let me move on.
These thousand miles, I do not know.
Why it's have to be.
Why it's all like this.
Why it keeps haunting me.
Can't you see, through a thousand miles.
That I'm hurting? I'm scared? I'm breaking?
Don't you know, beyond a thousand miles.
I'm a mess? I'm fading? I'm drowning?
At the other side of a thousand miles, I shout.
Someone grab him until he decides!
Someone whisper to him he didn't get it right!
On this side of a thousand miles, I whimper.
I can take the pain. I'm strong.
I got your words. I can hold on.
But I can't handle the lies. I'm wrong.
Inside my mind as I look at these thousand miles.
It's not okay. It's not cool.
How can someone so ugly be beautiful?
In the midst of these thousand miles, I sense.
Why can something be so true, yet so false?
And so false, yet so true?
It feels like, between a thousand miles.
You're slipping away.
From my fingers. Which you never were.
From my heart. Which you've always been.
For a thousand miles, I grit my teeth.
Rub my eyes. Spare my lips.
But with a thousand miles, I scream.
I reach. I long. I hold. I believe.
Even if it takes a thousand miles.
I'll be stupid. I'll be damned. I'll be fooled.
Because someday, after a thousand miles.
I like to believe.
We'll touch. We'll tell. We'll see.
That soon, after a thousand miles.
I'll know. I'll feel. I'll love.
But if takes another thousand of a thousand miles,
I raise my hands to the sky.
It has always been up to You.
These thousand miles know.
So maybe.
Maybe if it would take another thousand of a thousand miles,
Without a word. A reminder. A glimpse.
I'll have it.
