My Rants

First date/kiss

6/15/17

This week has been the BEST. On Wednesday I went to a free Saintmotel concert, Thursday I went on a date and had my first kiss, and today-Friday- I went to a Korn concert which I literally just got back from 20 minutes ago. But this rant is about the date.

My parents say I'm supposed to wait to date until I'm 16. Fuck that. My parents say since I'm bisexual and not gay, I can just not date girls. Fuck that! So I went on a date with a girl on Thursday before the age of 16, and it was great.

I had never been on a date nor had I ever been kissed, so knowing both of these things would happen had me hyped. The girl and I went to a lake from 6 to sunset and sat on a bench. We played a game where we would categorize every person we saw near the lake. We would flirt in between obviously, it was a date.

At one point we saw a black goose do something that made it looked like it was walking on water, and we named is Jesus because of it. It started sitting on the dock for a while, so my date said that she will kiss me before the goose leaves. She also then predicted that the goose would fly away once she kissed me. About an hour later a guy came near the dock to start fishing. We both thought the goose would be scared away. She said something about her "doing it" then when I started to turn my head back towards her she grabbed my cheek, pulled my face to hers, and kissed me. It was short, but soft and when we pulled back we were both grinning. We stared at each other for a few seconds before she said "I kind of want to kiss you again." I gave her permission to and his time she slowed it down a little, and when we kissed, it was  long, and more than one single kiss. Maybe 20 seconds later we pulled back, smiled and continued the game. While we played the category game we made another game, where whenever a Mormon ass looking family passed us we would kiss/make out. That happened another two times before we had to head back because the sun had finished setting.

We got up, she clasped hands with me, and we began the walk back. While we walked people would pass us and give us judgmental looks or look away quickly. At one point two guys passed us, and the one in orange looked up from his phone and side glanced at us. We both felt like it was judgmental and looked back after they passed us. When we looked back the one in orange had clasped hands with the other guy. Once they saw us, two females, holding hands without shame, they decided to clasps their hands. It could be considered over-dramatic but they were obviously scared to hold hands and literally clasped hands after looking at us.

We both freaked out because it was the cutest thing ever. We continued walking back to the point where she was dropping me off to my friend(I'll explain that later). Midway through, she told me we were taking a picture, handed me the phone, wrapped her arms around my waist from behind, and rested her head on my shoulder. So I took the picture and she immediately asked if she could set it as her lockscreen. We got to the busy-ish intersection where my friend was facing away from us, on a bench, with her earbuds in. So she turned to me and kissed me goodbye for a good 15 seconds. She pulled back and grabbed my hand, leading me straight to my friend. My friend saw us holding hands and her eyes widened because she wasn't sure how my date was going. As she left to get to her ride, My friend made a joke about her running off and she said "I'm not running off, I just had the most amazing night of my life!" Then she got to her ride and left. My friend was there to walk me back to her house to spend the night so I could rant about the date on the walk back. Later that night, my date texted me saying she heard my friend yell "you guys were holding hands!"

And that ends the fucking dope ass night.

This rant starts out as sober me and slowly forms into not so sober me