Don't blame me

Chapter two.

"Todays the day" I thought to my self. Time for school. I was nervous what if she is there. What if she hates me.

I start getting ready I do everything I can to make me look good. I take my pills and eat something then head off to school.
As I arrive I notice my friends but as usual they don't notice me. As I walk up to them I notice that they were whispering to one another. And laughing as I approached. As I walk up I can tell they were laughing at me. "Oh god what's wrong. Do I look funny? Do I walk or look wrong?"
I walk past as if I wasnt going up to them. I find my place in class and I ask if I could possibly move away from the front as I couldnt stay in front. The teacher rejected me and told me that id get over it and had me sit in that seat. "It's okay" I thought to myself. As long as No one notices me. It shouldnt be too hard. As the bell rings and everyone slowly wanders in and finds their seat, I didn't see her come in. I felt relieved as I had enough to stress about. The last thing I would want is for her to time in and be right next to me. "Oh thank god thats the last thing I wanna be worried about in this cla--" I spoke too soon I hear her voice "is this the right class" "As though I thought I could be stress free here she comes its fine if she doesn't sit too close to me"
"Excuse me miss.." The teacher spoke out "are you lost? Is this your class or not?"
"Oh.. I... I...don't know I..I.. Am.. New.. Here..re." She stuttered.
"Oh g..ggoodd... Now she has the quiet shy stutter this makes her more adorable than ever. Oh god just look at her shes so amazing" 
"Okay well it seems that You're in this class then ill have you sit over by Chase" I hear the teachers voice as everything becomes clear that there are people around me
Everything was clicking and turning in my head.
As she comes and sits down she looks at me then looks down and smiles a bit turning a little red.
I wasn't sure on what she would be blushing about.
After a while of sitting in class she turns to me and sits and stares. "Oh god. What is she looking at. And why so long?!!?"
I could feel the judging. I couldnt tell what was going on..
I look to see what she was looking at, she looks away when I start turning my head.
This goes on for the class.
The bell rings. As we finish cleaning up for the day. I look up and she has vanished.
I proceed to go the rest of the school day with out seeing her.
As the bell for the end of school rings and we all are walking out I see someone in the halls curled up with a guy rubbing her head. Out of curiosity (and being that person) I slowly approach and see whats up. Neither of them respond. I thought I recognized them. I swear I knew who they were. As I ride the bus home its all I would think of. It bugged me. I decide it was enough and put my music in and turn up my volume as I listen. I suddenly feel someone sit next to me and touch me. I look to see who it is.
As they take out my earbuds I hear them,
"Chase, look up its okay. You're not alone" as I hear I recognise who it is
"Luke I am fine dont give me a lecture on life. I am just a little confused on some things. Its all good though."
"Okay, well tell me about your day. Did you make any friends?"
"Well, not really its the same as last year. But she moved back. She sits next to me in some classes but only went to one. And she stared at me. What's wrong do I look bad is there anything to stare at?!"
"Wait Chase Who's back?"
"Kaya"
"Oh, dont tell me you're still stuck on her. Look there are tons of people that like you but don't limit your self to her."
I sit in silence listening to my music, the rest of the ride was pretty much sitting in silence.
As we get off a kid sticks his foot out tripping me and laughing. Luke then gets up on this kid. "Hey man what the fuck was that about!?! What did he do to you? Is it really that funny to do this shit to a kid you don't know?!"
The kid looks at him, suprised that someone would talk like that on a bus. Be for he responded I step in saying.
"Luke, stop its okay. It was funny when we were his age, just leave him be."
We proceed to get off. The bus driver didnt say anything to our surprise.
As we step off we both tell him thank you. And proceed home. Nothing much happened that day at home just the usual fights and arguments.