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I watched as he looked at me with sadness in his eyes "Why would you do that? You could have said you didn't want to be with me!" He yelled. I didn't say a word. I couldnt, what could i say after what I had did. "B-brandon...i-I'm sorry I didn-" he cut me off "NO YOU SAID THAT I WAS WORTHLESS! Tears were rolling down his face and he ran away. "brandon..." I said in a desperate and pained voice. "FUCK! DAMNIT! I'M SUCH A FUCK UP!" I sink to my knees and the tears roll from my eyes and I wipe them away angrily. "I didn't deserve him. I don't deserve anyone or anything." I run to my car and angrily rip the door open and start the car. I dive away quickly with angry tears in my eyes.
I get home and immediately go to my bedroom and grab the rope in my closet and start tying it. "I knew those knot tying classes would come in handy someday" i finished tying the noose and threw it over the random bars i had on the ceiling in my room. I took a piece of paper and a pen and wrote a long note to my love. I grabbed a chair and moved it under the noose. I stood on the chair, put the noose around my neck, and tightened it. "Im sorry my love i never meant for it to be this way im sorry ive held you back for so long... i love you so much" with that i jumped off of the chair and then i saw brandon watching my swaying body and clutching my note close to his chest and he was sobbing. "I-im so sorry mahal ko i-i didnt mean f-for this to happen" he sobbed i wrapped my wings around him amd kissed his head and i mad shure he could hear me " mangyaring patawarin mo ako ang aking pagmamahal"
10 years later
I have been watching over him this whole time and i have watched him make a beautiful family with a handsome and sweet man. He just got off of work, his husband and kids were there playing in the living room. He kissed his husband and said he had to do something really quick and he went to his room, grabbed a box and pulled a picture from it. It was of me and him and i was kissing his cheek with a peace sighn next to his face he started crying but he still had a smile on his face.
"I still love you so much mahal ko. I forgive you"
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Translations:
Mahal ko- my love
mangyaring patawarin mo ako ang aking pagmamahal- please forgive me my love
