Chorus
Am I really awake?
Through my eyelids am I really seeing right
Oh..that train is taking me the wrong way
I gotta jump off onto a plane so I can see a horizon
I need to see the city
I'd kiss the ground when I get there
Verse 1
I got 20/20 vision, yet my sight is impaired
Am I mentally blind
Yes these times are tight
I'm just tryna do things right
I want to be a good man
Yet I feel like I'm walking over the same steps I have
I wanna see that garden path
Area full of sunflowers and roses
Glimps in my eyes at heaven gates
Light fills my eyes
My body felt like it could move
In that cacoon
Waited but couldn't wait no more
I needed to search for that door
Verse 2
Legs moving, and mind running
It's raining around me yet I don't feel none of it
I question myself if I just let it all out these songs, cuz I want my people happy
So cold to the degree as it all hits me
And then I think people who say they care don't
I support what they do
I lay unsettled in that pool
Am a tool that you use and put back
I don't want nothing back..just decentness and respect
What's real and what's not? That building in the city shadows over me
Chorus
Am I really awake
Through my eyelids am I really seeing right
Oh..that train is taking me the wrong way
I gotta jump off onto a plane so I can see a horizon
I need to see the city
I'd kiss the ground when I get there
Verse 3
I don't like living in confusion or despair
The chains are off me, yet so much weight over me
I do everything I can, even if someone I know is far away
Send a message to make them smile
Being the listener, maybe it's me..I was just concerned
Why does it feel like someone is coming out of a nightmare and haunt me
To you I am a pawn
I break it even with the knight piece
Not revenge cuz there is a difference between the personal and fame
A phone call for the plan of the future
Verse 4
A look into a persons eyes and a teacher
A place of hope and terror
Ashes from the fire dissapearing
Eye's open as my body is on the ground tearing
Take a second and breathe
I feel I'm in a expulsion from the world yet I'm alive and blessed
A fighter in my soul none the less
I'll make that progression as time progresses
Sending a letter to those who think I'm a ghost
I hope you see the emotions in my eyes
I love you, but understand this time
Let that seed of knowledge drop down to your brain
Make things better than what is the same
Chorus
Am I really awake
Through my eyelids am I really seeing right
Oh..that train is taking me the wrong way
I gotta jump off onto a plane so I can see a horizon
I need to see the city
I'd kiss the ground when I get there
