The music. The music drowns me out it hides my feelings and makes me feel like I'm okay even though I'm not. I become everything I love and everything I hate into one. I am awful trash stupid emo freak. I'm fat ugly and will never be good enough. Not matter how hard I try I can't the music helps me breathe even when it's tough. I live in a world that makes me loveable smart and funny. I'm just a disappointment. No one belives in me just a know nothing stupid dirty disappointment. Who cares about me? I should just disappear and let the music take over.
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Depressing Stories
Short StoryThoughts that can be depressing and possibly suicidal in the future
